a man's (married) dilemma- R

[Guest guest]

today (unusual) i had to go to the hospital at 1130pm to see a new born in one

of the joliet hospitals -- a relatively laid back community and hospital --

hospitals at nights are so peaceful --

i walk into the hospital parking lot to be welcomed by the same pleasantly cool

breeze which i had left behing when i entered the hospital--

it is 130 pm and i am driving back on a 4 lane prairie road -- passing or being

passed by an occasional car-- i decide to listen to the sound trac of 'titanic'

--

it is a heavenly experience to listen to music on a quiet drive back home --

as the music took me back to the movie-- obviously it didn't take me long to go

to " the scene " ....not the one they are hanging off the whatever -- stu---

the other one --- the one in which Leonardo paints -- what's her name --

here i am in my car all alone -- on a dark quiet night --on the road and

suddenly i hear a voice --

who else ?

renuka's chiding voice -- you shouldn't 'look' -- i don't !!

But....

and so there are are thousand buts in my mind ---

can someone help me .... understand right and wrong -- particularly would like

to hear from the other gals of the group--

renuka is extremely busy right now -- and hopefully she won't see this mail )

asok ' 84