Guest guest Posted August 23, 2003 Report Share Posted August 23, 2003 I used to be fearful of failing, now I'm fearful of success, I used to like being around new people, now I don't trust them not to run from me. This just started happening about 13 years ago. I used to be more out going than I am, now. I discovered that I liked Men that year, I had just turned 40 at the time. Now I don't know what to feel about these stramge creatures, & I MEAN STRANGE, I have to be careful what I say though in here I never know who is spying on me in these groups. I don't need any awful emails sent, because I expressed my feelings about a person, which is why I can't ask for very much help with my life situations.. I go outside of yahoo for help, now. I don't really like the way I'm doing it, but I don't have any choice. I am even fearful to post very much on the other sites, but I have to get it out some way. > Fears melt away > Most of the things you fear will quickly start to melt away as soon as you > turn and face them. Move toward your fears and you'll be amazed to see that > they grow smaller with each determined step you take. > If you run from your fears, you only give more power to them. If you hide > from your fears, you make them even stronger. It is only by facing those > fears that you will finally be rid of them. Learn what your fears have to > teach you, and they will no longer be able to control you or to hold you > back. > What is it that you fear the most? Admit it to yourself, then turn and face > that fear. > Facing your fears is never easy. Yet it is very much worth the effort. The > fears you face will vanish as a result. And the strength you gain will be > with you always. > -- Ralph Marston Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 10, 2004 Report Share Posted January 10, 2004 You what is funny about fears. Either they never happen or something works out nothing like we imagined. Then we get mad at ourselves for putting ourselves through it. It will work out what ever way regardless of how frightened we are. It is a habit and so hard to break. Today I have alot of anxiety and don't know why. I am just trying to talk to my self all day. Sometimes we just get one of those days. Actually now that I think about it I think it is a reaction to my son coming over last night. Out of no-where he came over at 11:00pm. Crying over something his dad said. He was diagnosised with paranoid schzophrenia a long time ago. He went off his meds about a year ago. Has been fine. He was so sick I could barely talk to him. I finally told him he needs to get help. He walked out. He lives with his dad. He said that he is fine unless his dad says anything to him. He says his dad is nice and doesn't yell. Either he will hurt himself, have a break down or hurt someone else. A long time ago he lost it and beat up his dad. That is when he was diagnosised. I was able last night to let go. Realize that it is out of my hands. Give it to G-d. He is 28. Whatever will happen will happen. I can't allow myself to get sick over this like alot of parents do. I can't afford it. I don't want anyone to get hurt or himself but I wish something would happen enough to be able to put him in the hospital. I did talk to his dad this morning to let him know how bad he was. But what can his dad do? His dad has to be care ful also. His dad had to call the police. Take my son to jail. In all the year I have never seen my son cry......OH Well, thanks for listening or reading. ine Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 10, 2004 Report Share Posted January 10, 2004 You what is funny about fears. Either they never happen or something works out nothing like we imagined. Then we get mad at ourselves for putting ourselves through it. It will work out what ever way regardless of how frightened we are. It is a habit and so hard to break. Today I have alot of anxiety and don't know why. I am just trying to talk to my self all day. Sometimes we just get one of those days. Actually now that I think about it I think it is a reaction to my son coming over last night. Out of no-where he came over at 11:00pm. Crying over something his dad said. He was diagnosised with paranoid schzophrenia a long time ago. He went off his meds about a year ago. Has been fine. He was so sick I could barely talk to him. I finally told him he needs to get help. He walked out. He lives with his dad. He said that he is fine unless his dad says anything to him. He says his dad is nice and doesn't yell. Either he will hurt himself, have a break down or hurt someone else. A long time ago he lost it and beat up his dad. That is when he was diagnosised. I was able last night to let go. Realize that it is out of my hands. Give it to G-d. He is 28. Whatever will happen will happen. I can't allow myself to get sick over this like alot of parents do. I can't afford it. I don't want anyone to get hurt or himself but I wish something would happen enough to be able to put him in the hospital. I did talk to his dad this morning to let him know how bad he was. But what can his dad do? His dad has to be care ful also. His dad had to call the police. Take my son to jail. In all the year I have never seen my son cry......OH Well, thanks for listening or reading. ine Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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