Where do I begin

[Guest guest]

I think I haven't made myself very clear these past few posts.

I love my son, Autism or not. He is very hard to control at times, but I still

love him.

I am frustrated at life right now. The school doesn't seem to want to help Dan

cause it is the end of the year. I am getting him a PT eval which I will

forward to the Co-Op so we can amend his IEP and get PT services - yea right.

Like that's going to happen NOT.

My husband is camping with the Boy Scouts more than I can count. He is home late

every night because of Scouts. I have had to hire a guy to do the little things

around the house and even has disappeared.

I am dealing with the blow that my doc gave me last Monday that you all know

about because I posted the whole bloody thing even though I shouldn't have. I

am still realing from it.

I miss my mom, my MIL called yesterday and changed all our plans for memorial

day cause my husband's sister is coming down from MN. We had planned on camping

at the lake and canoeing and having some nice family time, now that is going to

be ruined cause his sister will be there so we won't spend any time in the

campground we will spend it at 's parents house. I hate when plans change.

They are also upset with me cause I will not do the traditianal cemetery march

where they go to 4 cemeteries and listen to the names read of all those that

died in war that are buried there. I am sorry I havent' been in a cemetery

since my mom died - haven't even made it to her grave let alone going to

another. I think I have decided not to go camping and just stay home with the

animals that way we don't have to board them and we can save money.

Currently I am a mess yes, have no one to talk to but you guys and just don't

care right now.

I guess none of this make sense but it will hopefully end the conversations that

have been going on about it. I will embrace life when I am ready.

Please don't respond to this e-mail I don't need the extra stress of upsetting

those on the group. I care about you all just everything is strained right now.

Sharon