Guest guest Posted February 22, 2008 Report Share Posted February 22, 2008 Tired of being sick & tired?..it crossed my mind too on tx,but I felt like I was dyin..I was miserable, but stayed close to my religion, this helped alot.,alot of us have been there dear,hope your not missing your antidepression meds..dont forget you are the same upbeat person youve always been but taking a detour so you will have a future of more laughs.. & better days..its normal to feel this way on tx, your body is going through alot of changes and is fighting the virus, but if this happens again you need to let someone know...may I ask if you share how you feel on a daily basis with your hubby or do you keep it all in? Honey we are here for you in group or privately Remember each day you wake up its Always a new day and one day closer to your end date of tx..Be strong and kick some dragon butt!.Keep a Positive mind, think good things and all you have to be thankful for, your loved ones are counting on you & praying that you get through this..so they can continue to share the future with you (((((Big Hugs to you)))...patty so depressed hello ya all i just had my 16th shot i am usally a up beat person but the past few days i have been so depressed for a few days no one was here while hubby was gone i actually thought a suicide i am not that type of a lady it really bothers me that i would even think like that i dont want to bother my family with my feeling i am keeping it all inside of me i just feel like throwing in the towel i dont want no sympothy dont take this as that i am wondering if anyone else has ever felt this way while on tx? thanks Internal Virus Database is out-of-date.Checked by AVG Free Edition. Version: 7.5.516 / Virus Database: 269.17.13/1211 - Release Date: 1/6/2008 11:57 AM Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 22, 2008 Report Share Posted February 22, 2008 wow...pooh. I just read this after posting my message.. Good STUFF!!! Del --- pat mcbride wrote: > Tired of being sick & tired?..it crossed my mind too on tx,but I > felt like I was dyin..I was miserable, but stayed close to my > religion, this helped alot.,alot of us have been there dear,hope > your not missing your antidepression meds..dont forget you are > the same upbeat person youve always been but taking a detour so > you will have a future of more laughs.. & better days..its normal > to feel this way on tx, your body is going through alot of > changes and is fighting the virus, but if this happens again you > need to let someone know...may I ask if you share how you feel on > a daily basis with your hubby or do you keep it all in? > Honey we are here for you in group or privately > Remember each day you wake up its Always a new day and one day > closer to your end date of tx..Be strong and kick some dragon > butt!.Keep a Positive mind, think good things and all you have to > be thankful for, your loved ones are counting on you & praying > that you get through this..so they can continue to share the > future with you > (((((Big Hugs to you)))...patty > so depressed > > > hello ya all i just had my 16th shot i am usally a up beat > person but > the past few days i have been so depressed for a few days no > one was > here while hubby was gone i actually thought a suicide i am not > that > type of a lady it really bothers me that i would even think > like that i > dont want to bother my family with my feeling i am keeping it > all > inside of me i just feel like throwing in the towel i dont want > no > sympothy dont take this as that i am wondering if anyone else > has ever > felt this way while on tx? thanks > > > > > > > ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ > > > Internal Virus Database is out-of-date. > Checked by AVG Free Edition. > Version: 7.5.516 / Virus Database: 269.17.13/1211 - Release > Date: 1/6/2008 11:57 AM > ________________________________________________________________________________\ ____ Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your home page. http://www.yahoo.com/r/hs Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 22, 2008 Report Share Posted February 22, 2008 You're a valuable person and your family loves you. Please share your feelings with people close to you, maybe a friend, family member, church member, etc. It is also important that you share your thoughts with your tx doctor. Your feelings are likely caused by the interferon medication and please know that they are temporary. You have a friend in us and we are here to see you through. Prayers, juniorsixtoes wrote: hello ya all i just had my 16th shot i am usally a up beat person but the past few days i have been so depressed for a few days no one was here while hubby was gone i actually thought a suicide i am not that type of a lady it really bothers me that i would even think like that i dont want to bother my family with my feeling i am keeping it all inside of me i just feel like throwing in the towel i dont want no sympothy dont take this as that i am wondering if anyone else has ever felt this way while on tx? thanks Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 23, 2008 Report Share Posted February 23, 2008 Are you on anti-depressants? Did you actually think about suicide or were you just thinking you wished you were dead? I have been both places in my life. 25 years ago, I failed a suicide attempt. I was so pissed when I realized I couldn’t even do that right, but I’m so glad now that I screwed it up. The doctors helped me realize that it was the ultimate act of anger – I’ll show them, they won’t have me to kick around anymore. Anyway, in the years since then and maybe during tx, and even recently, there have been many times when I’ve asked God to just take me on home now, but it was a passive thing. I wished I didn’t have to deal with my life any more, but I wouldn’t do anything to make that happen. I think all of us go through that sometimes. But actually thinking of taking an active role in it like I did so many years ago, is a completely different thing and if you’re thinking of doing harm to yourself, or making a plan on how you would commit suicide, you need IMMEDIATE PROFESSIONAL HELP!!!!!!! We love you. so depressed hello ya all i just had my 16th shot i am usally a up beat person but the past few days i have been so depressed for a few days no one was here while hubby was gone i actually thought a suicide i am not that type of a lady it really bothers me that i would even think like that i dont want to bother my family with my feeling i am keeping it all inside of me i just feel like throwing in the towel i dont want no sympothy dont take this as that i am wondering if anyone else has ever felt this way while on tx? thanks Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 23, 2008 Report Share Posted February 23, 2008 Yes, I am so sick alot. I joined the group at my 16th week because I was depressed. I don't think of suicide, but I think I'm so sick that I'm going to die. I'm not one to ask for help, but this week the docs did bloodwoork (24th week) and called me in a panic about white blood cells, wanted recheck and moved up my appt. And wanted to recheck my high blood glucose, asked if I'd gone to my endochronologist. Basically had my sick head spinning and panicking. At the visit everything went smoother except I got a talking to that I've lost 45 lbs and I'm only half way through treatment. I need to eat and drink more. Depressed and sick. You betcha. My parents called and instead of sleeping through the rings. I told them I'm not doing good. They were there in 2 hours. Bought $200 worth of groceries. And put dinner on the table. It was a god send. Call you family. They can make a big difference. I'm there for you too. Kim T. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 23, 2008 Report Share Posted February 23, 2008 Hi, tx will do that to you at times. Call your dr and tell him what is going on with you. This is not a treatment that you can let things slide by. You need to get some antidepressants right away. Hugs, VickieG so depressed hello ya all i just had my 16th shot i am usally a up beat person but the past few days i have been so depressed for a few days no one was here while hubby was gone i actually thought a suicide i am not that type of a lady it really bothers me that i would even think like that i dont want to bother my family with my feeling i am keeping it all inside of me i just feel like throwing in the towel i dont want no sympothy dont take this as that i am wondering if anyone else has ever felt this way while on tx? thanks Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Yahoo! Search. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 23, 2008 Report Share Posted February 23, 2008 (((Del))) A true writer always proof reads, Ha! You are a true writer. Hugs, VickieG [HepatitisCSupportG roupForDummies] so depressed> > > hello ya all i just had my 16th shot i am usally a up beat> person but > the past few days i have been so depressed for a few days no> one was > here while hubby was gone i actually thought a suicide i am not> that > type of a lady it really bothers me that i would even think> like that i > dont want to bother my family with my feeling i am keeping it> all > inside of me i just feel like throwing in the towel i dont want> no > sympothy dont take this as that i am wondering if anyone else> has ever > felt this way while on tx? thanks> > > > > > >------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- -> > > Internal Virus Database is out-of-date.> Checked by AVG Free Edition. > Version: 7.5.516 / Virus Database: 269.17.13/1211 - Release> Date: 1/6/2008 11:57 AM> ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your home page. http://www.yahoo. com/r/hs Never miss a thing. Make Yahoo your homepage. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 24, 2008 Report Share Posted February 24, 2008 Hello Junior, my name is Deanna. Please hang in there. I know how you feel. I have been on treatment since june.And it has been everything but easy. I have a true story to tell you. Back in October I was feeling depressed and suicidal. I even went as far as to tell my husband to get the the gun out of the house because I was having bad thoughts that just would not go away. I WAS emotional, I had just started back to work after being off for 3 months and that was a challenge in it's self. But the doctor would not allow me anymore time off. It seem my whole life changed. And it did. But to get back to the story. It was October and I was feeling way down and that day my husband and his best friend had decided to go to a air show. They came home that day around 2 and had stopped at his friends first. When they pulled up they saw police cruisers and ambulances in his drive way. His son was down on the floor emotionless. That morning after my husbands friend had left his wife had went and got his gun and blew her self away. The son though is who had found her . It was a true wake up call for me. I could not imagine that poor boys pain to find his mother dead and know that she had done it to her self. He will live with that pain the rest of his life. And thing is no one saw it coming. She had just became a new grandmother, seemed happy . But to see the effect it left on everyone else was enough for me to relize that god has his reasons for what roads he takes down in life. I not saying I don't get depressed anymore because that would be a lie, and when your on treatment and have hep-c and all sides that go with it, the curveballs seem to come on a daily basis. Stay with this group and try to get yourself involved in something that you truly love. You may not have the energy for it everyday, but it will feel good on the days that you do. Take care and I hope and pray that those horrible thoughts become less. STAY STRONG AND WE WILL ALL FIGHT WITH YOU.... DEANNA Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 24, 2008 Report Share Posted February 24, 2008 thanks ya all i will call my dr about it today is a better day i am dealing with it i was so depressed i didnt want to talk to my friends or family about what was bothering me i talked to amanda d she helped me alot with the reason i was so depressed it is bad enough that i get so sick from the tx but when i saw nude and almost nude pics of my daughter in a web site it actually made me vomit that is why i was so depressed i didnt raise her that way and it really bothered me to see my daughter showing her body that way and i was and i am so ashamed a her due to the fact that she was married to a kkk and i have bi racial children she gave me the ultimative to either get rid a my bi racial sons or she would no longer talk to me well i refused to not have my bi racial sons in my life she made the choice not me to be prejiduce thats on her the way i feel i found her thru her daughters web site it made me so sick i love all a my kids all are grown with families i feel that she dont deserve her kids though if she is going to show her body and advertise for sex i am thankful to ya all and it will get better thanks i wanted to let ya all know why i was so depressed mo parent should see their child that way it was so heart breaking to me thanks love ya all God bless Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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