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Hi ,

I just wanted to say im so sorry for the issues with family members you are

dealing with. I pray that they are ok and well taken care of. I know it must

be hard to have your son far away but know he is getting the help he

needs. Sorry also about your neighbors but i know that ''thats it''

situation. We had some in CT who used to blast rap and spanish music at all

hours. We'd go to our stereo (dennis loves stereos and speakers so we have

always had huge speakers even in an apt lol) but we went and blasted heavy

metal as loud as it would go and that stopped it:)

Sometimes we just need peace and quiet and i am sorry your dealing with so

much.

Please know we are here for u!

Moderator

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> I finally got a hold my family in Phoenix,my Tio Chago is my mom's

> oldest

> brother. And we were told he fell,also found out that he has a hospice

> nurse. We didn't understand why? And no one knew anything about the nurse

> either. They said,that the doctor doesn't really tell them anything. So

> everything is kind a big mess over there. It just didn't make since,to me

> or mom. So then mom called and got to the bottom of all of it by talking

> to

> Tio Chago and his doctor.

>

> My mom and I took care of my Tia Carolina (my mom's sister) for two in

> half

> year's. Towards the end we had hospice taking care of us. So we have an

> idea or a little knowledge of/on hospice.

>

> We just found out today that my Tio Chago has lung cancer. Mom's been

> crying all day!

>

> Tomorrow she's going into the hospital early in the morning,I forgot what

> it

> is called but it's where they check your colon to see if you have cancer.

> So now I sit in prayer and waiting. I wasn't on early for very

> long,because

> I just couldn't. But I did try to share or reply to your e-mails.

>

> All I can do now is wait and say a whole lot of prayers! Mom got to talk

> to

> Tio Chago,which was a blessing. She said he didn't sound to good.

>

> Then I got an e-mail from my cousin ,one of her boy's almost die from

> a

> cocaine over dose. And then her oldest son was in the hosptial just last

> week for his heart beating to fast for the same thing. It was all drugs

> related. I feel so bad and at the same time so lost!

>

> Today the neighbor from hell started with her music really loud. So I was

> so over whelmed that I said out loud " That's It " ! It's on now,I'm going to

> command all evil spirts away from this area!!! Then I put on my Christian

> video tape with my surround sound on. And loud too! I opened up my windows

> and then the next thing I heard the neighbor slamming her door and peeling

> out of her drive way! She was mad! But that's okay I just need god to give

> me a few moments of peace and quite as I prayer for my family. May god

> give

> me the strength. I know it was kind of me of me,but If my neighbor's

> choose to be fended by the word of Christ then by all means choose! I will

> not apology for it! His my father!

>

> Where still looking for another place to move to. Hubby went to teach

> class

> tonight so he wasn't at home. And I told him what was going on and I also

> told him what I did. And then I fell down to my knees and I couldn't help

> it I couldn't stop crying! I don't want my Tio to go and at the same time

> I understand that we all have too.

>

> Then Junior being so far away and I can't even talk to him for at least 30

> days. It's only been a week. I don't remember if I told you but you see

> about 3/4 year's ago I lost my favorite Tio in the whole world and then I

> was the one who had the dream three weeks before he die. And I told him

> about my dream. And June-buggies had the same dream that night. He told me

> about his dream and I told him about my dream. And we called Tio and made

> him promise that he would be careful and we told him. Then three weeks

> later we lost him.

>

> At then two weeks before Christmas my tia Carolina dies, and then we were

> at

> the funeral with my Tia Carolina and we just had finish the service and at

> the time we were all leaving. We got a emergency phone call and we gas up

> the car and drive to Phoenix and we got to say good bye to my uncle

> .

> I remember, one of my cousin's wanted to take me and June-buggies

> Christmas

> shopping at the time. And I told her if I see Santa right now I was going

> to beat the heck out of him. I was so anger.

>

> Then just last month my cousin little got hit by a car and he die.

> So

> right now me and Junior are still trying to healing for all of this.

> I've been having weird dreams of ... I sure do miss her. I wish I

> knew if she was okay. I'll try to be on may be tomorrow. I don't know.

> Right now I tried to go to sleep but I couldn't sleep I just laid there.

> So

> much is going on with my family that I can't even think. And to be honest

> with you. I really think it's the devil trying to get me to stop praying

> for everyone. Even my neighbor's! I have too! If I don't who will... That

> s just the way I see it... I'm sorry I haven't written to you honey. I've

> been trying to keep my mind focus and my thoughts straight. I know god has

> a bigger plan for all of us! I just know he does.

> Love you bunches

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