Guest guest Posted July 25, 2006 Report Share Posted July 25, 2006 i can completely understand where you are comig from and why you feel this way. I wasnt born with any disabilities but had a very hard time in life as well in teens with depression and emotional issues and then I end up with rsd at age 21. Weve gone thru constant struggles with losing our daughter, moving out of state, family and financial troubles and the list goes on. I get mad at god if there is one and say why do things have to be this way but then i realize that through all my pain and struggles I am luckier then others and i have to '' snap ''outta it even though its very hard. Just know that we are always here for you and will help any way we possibly can!! Moderator > > and all ~~~ > > I can certainly relate to feeling mean when you're in pain. There are > times when I'll tell people, " when I'm in alot of pain, I'd just as soon > bite > your head off. So you'll understand if I keep to myself. " I don't intend > to be > mean or angry, it just happens. It's all part of the disease of Chronic > Pain. > > And angry I am. Pissed off at me, you, the whole world. Why? Because > it's not fair that I should have to live this way. Because I didn't do > anything > to deserve this, and sometimes it seems as if I'm paying for some unknown > sin > or wrong-doing. I've been good, never did drugs or booze while growing up, > > never got into fights at school (or anywhere else); I was the good girl. > > Well guess what? Come to find out, I was BORN with the majority of > my physical problems. I was screwed from the moment of conception! > Ain't that a hoot??? Now I have to ask, why did God make me this way? What > > lessons do I need to learn? Or do other people need to learn from me? Like > I > said before, I have over 25 medical diagnoses. Here are just a few: > Lymphedema, possible Narcolepsy, Sciatica, Spinal arthritis, Spinal > stenosis, Lumbar lordosis, Carpal tunnel, Nerve damage in hands, Mild > asthma, > Endometriosis, Hypothyroid, Degenerative disc disease, Facet joint > syndrome, > Osteoarthritis, Bursitis, Tendonitis, Psuedotumor cerebri, Fibromyalgia, > Clinical > depression, Post traumatic stress, Social anxiety, Borderline personality, > > Dysthymia, Panic disorder, etc, etc, etc. The list goes on & on. . . > > I guess another question I ask frequently is, WHY ME??? And, one that > goes hand in hand, HOW MUCH MORE CAN I TAKE??? It's been said that God > won't > give you more than you can handle. HAHAHA!!! I must respectfully disagree > with > that statement. Most days, I can only deal with a few hours at a time. > Sometimes > not even that much. > > *********************************** > in Washington > > Emotionally and Medically screwed up > *********************************** > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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