prayers

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Hello everyone,

I notice this is a place where some ask for prayers. I could use

some. My partner of almost 4 years is giving me one month starting

yesterday to pack myself up and go. I am still battling an infection,

can't stand long to cook for myself and am not back to full duties,

work etc. Why? not that anyone wants to know but here goes in case

it happens to someone else. My youngest son took me on an errand and

I had my cell phone. I needed to vent frustrations about how my

partner is treating me. I did not know that I accidently hit the dial

button for my home phone and she heard about 5 minutes of my conversation.

In that conversation I said a word that meant one way to me (I am a

person who had three strokes when I was in my twenties) I say words

backwards, sometimes say a sentence half way and finish the rest in my

head and think I said it out loud...sometimes use words that are not

correct etc. My son asked me where I was in my recovery ....60% he

asked? I said well I am going to milk it (meaning to me.... take my

time since I have this infection, not push myself. I also told him

that I am not able to stand in one place for long to cook etc. My

partner took that word and believed I was going to take advantage of

her and all she is doing. I do more and more each day.... laundry,

get her daughter up and bathed for school, watch her child while she

does outside hobbies etc.

My prayer request is that my son and I find a place to go and that

it doesn't mess up my recovery progress. I don't wish to continue the

relationship. She actually told me two weeks after my surgery that it

was over.

Sorry to ramble... just be careful of cell phones they can cost

you alot.

Kind regards from an idiot in Sacramento

Kinsey