Zanna Why ME?????????????????

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xanadoodler wrote:Hi all!

My name is Zanna. I live in So. California. I am late 30s. I was

diag. with primary biliary cirrhosis yesterday. I also have another

autoimmune disease, called polymyositis. In addition to that, I

have IBS, restrictive lung disease, an abnormal fuctioning valve in

my heart, endometriosis, FM and OA. This latest diagnosis has made

me question for the first time in my life-why me??? I HATE saying

that because I have never been like that before. I always believed

that everything was for a purpose and tried to find out that purpose

and live accordingly. I am mom to a teenager and a 7 year old with

autism. I don't understand how so much can come to one person and

just how much can one person take before it is too much. I really

hate the fact that I posed that question of why me.....

A little about myself: I am married with 2 children and 2 four

legged children (chihuahuas named lenny and squiggy). I stay at

home and have since 2000. I am an artist in mixed media and

fabric. I love to sew. I love to do anything that involves

creating with my own two hands! I have also designed some rubber

art stamps. My kids mean the world to me. I want to be around to

watch them grow up and become independant....

Thanks!

Zanna

CA-PBC