Re: just a little down... ncc

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rjbry4 wrote:

> Hi All,

>

> I hope you are all as well as can be..

> Well I now most of you have been following my LP last week, and I

> haven't updated much since then. I just haven't felt well, just crappy

> really. I ended up with some what of a head ache but not bad enough

> for a blood patch(says anesthesiologist) Bed rest was the order for me

> and by Monday I was over that bump. WELL kinda I just fell like it

> knocked me down a little further. I haven't slept well. My head and

> neck just fill like i have this weight on it. u now like there's

> something pushing my head into my neck. I am just so sore and tired.

> its just got me down in the dumps. It just seems like every little

> thing makes me worse. when all you want is a good day. You guys now

> just to get out. Walk through the store, take the kids to the park, o

> shit just sit in the yard, and watch them play. something that makes

> you fill norm. So your kids don't ask you every day if its a bad day,

> or do you fill good today mommy... I wouldn't think a 2 yr old would

> be able to understand these thing, but even her. she ask me all the

> time if I'm ok. It just gets sooo old.. I'm sorry you guys i just

> really needed to rant and you now how it is. you dont want your

> spouses to worry any more than they already do. its just nice to be

> able to now you guys now were I'm coming from and don't mind so much

> to listen to me complain. :-) Its just been one of those weeks were

> everything gets on your nerves and rubs ya raw. To the point if you

> had it in ya you would curl up and bawl like a baby. lol.. OK ill quit

> filling sorry for my self tomorrows another day, and I can always hope

> for a better one..SORRY for the complaints I really try not to, but i

> just needed to vent. Thanks for listing to me and I sure hope you guys

> are having a better day.

> Best Wishes

> Becca

> acm 1 12-15MM

> DECOMPRESSED 4-06

> c1 and partial c2 laminectomy

> lots of symptoms

>

>

>

I had a LP in March and I still haven't recovered from it. I totally

understand how you feel. Take care of yourself. {{{HUGS}}} I've having

major issues since yesterday and hubby is in a major state of panic

right now. Me, well I figure if I can keep breathing I will be ok. I've

always been the strong one of the family and everyone expects me to

still be that way. It's hard to be " normal " when all you want to do is

crawl in the bed and pull the covers over your head.

I hope your day becomes brighter.