last 2 journal entries

[Guest guest]

Hi Steve,

I want you to know as always I am incredibly impressed with your

journal entries showing a glimpse of your thought processes as you

travel. Your " light show " was beautiful as well.

I think the biggest discovery anyone can make is that any kind of

healing has to come from the inside out. When I was a kid, I was told I

was ugly and clumsy and would neve be anything else. I came to believe

that. By age 19, due to being alone and thinking a great deal, I came

to the conclusion that it really did not matter if I was ugly or clumsy

or stupid or whatever anyone thought of me. The only thing that

mattered is if I liked who I was. So I began to do a lifelong self exam.

And it is life long. A person is always in a process of growth, whether

physically, mentally, emotionally, or spiritually. Or some combination

of the above. And I began to like who I am. (I no longer believe I am

ugly, clumsy or stupid, by the way, although that took a lot longer to

do).

Your insight you have gained into yourself and into others will be with

you forever. May you continue in your growth and reach your goals, all

of them. And may you continue to have new goals to reach for. Love to

you and to your family in this new year.

Jane