Guest guest Posted January 25, 2009 Report Share Posted January 25, 2009 Welcome to the group Tracey )To: Soundsensitivity Sent: Sunday, January 25, 2009 4:51:02 PMSubject: Hello Tracey Hi Tracey,I'm new to this group also and already I've learned more in three days from the people here than I've learnt in the past 30 years.I've found my past week to be somewhat overwhelming at times - a week ago I'd never even heard of 4S, I just thought I was a highly intolerant person who had trouble controlling my feelings and emotions during mealtimes. I am finally putting an end to 30 years of confusion to reactions and emotions that were completely inexplicable and irrational.The group here are wonderful. I hope you find this experience as enriching and supportive as I have.Isn't it nice to know "you're not the only one"?? :)Adrienne>> Hi everybody> > My name is Tracey and Im a new member, also this is the first forum type group I have ever joined.> > I am looking forward to talking to you all and getting some understanding of what I experience. I am already relieved to see there are others who suffer from this. I thought I was just the world biggest most intolerant person.> > My sensitivity started, I think, around the time I was 12 or 13 and my mothers boyfriend used to make me stay at the table and wait until he had finished eating. I hated the man but at the same time felt sorry for him and powerless. Over the years it has spread to more people and situations although some days it doesnt bother me much at all.> > It causes stress is my relationship as sometimes when my beloved makes noises in my ear I instantly feel rage and hatred and give himthe most unkind hateful looks.> > Ironically, I have to go now - dinner time. Hopefully one day I will be able to say that with pleasure and enjoy a family dinner lik e' normal' people.>------------------------------------PLEASE BE AWARE THIS IS A STRICTLY CONFIDENTIAL GROUP AND NO MESSAGES ARE TO BE USED FOR ANY PURPOSE OUTSIDE OF THE YAHOO GROUP MEMBERSHIP SITE OR REPRODUCED OR COPIED AND MAILED FOR ANY PURPOSE. ALSO DO NOT SHARE MEMBER EMAIL ADDRESSES OR NAMES WITH ANYONE.Thank you. MJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 25, 2009 Report Share Posted January 25, 2009 Yes, it really is nice to know. At times I really hate myself for that nasty tirade of thoughts that go through my head at some innocent who is just trying to feed themself.That self hatred is almost worse than the noise.Its great to hear you have got so much out of the group already.CheersTraceyTo: Soundsensitivity Sent: Sunday, January 25, 2009 8:51:02 PMSubject: Hello Tracey Hi Tracey, I'm new to this group also and already I've learned more in three days from the people here than I've learnt in the past 30 years. I've found my past week to be somewhat overwhelming at times - a week ago I'd never even heard of 4S, I just thought I was a highly intolerant person who had trouble controlling my feelings and emotions during mealtimes. I am finally putting an end to 30 years of confusion to reactions and emotions that were completely inexplicable and irrational. The group here are wonderful. I hope you find this experience as enriching and supportive as I have. Isn't it nice to know "you're not the only one"?? Adrienne > > Hi everybody > > My name is Tracey and Im a new member, also this is the first forum type group I have ever joined. > > I am looking forward to talking to you all and getting some understanding of what I experience. I am already relieved to see there are others who suffer from this. I thought I was just the world biggest most intolerant person. > > My sensitivity started, I think, around the time I was 12 or 13 and my mothers boyfriend used to make me stay at the table and wait until he had finished eating. I hated the man but at the same time felt sorry for him and powerless. Over the years it has spread to more people and situations although some days it doesnt bother me much at all. > > It causes stress is my relationship as sometimes when my beloved makes noises in my ear I instantly feel rage and hatred and give himthe most unkind hateful looks. > > Ironically, I have to go now - dinner time. Hopefully one day I will be able to say that with pleasure and enjoy a family dinner lik e' normal' people. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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