yes i'm still here some where....

[Guest guest]

Hey guys, i'm still catching up on my posts, but i thought i'd let you

all know that I am still here.

I'm feeling much better lately. Even got sick again and felt OK

through the entire time of being sick, a big improvement over feeling

drug out and energy-less.

I havent lost any more weight. I am struggling with keeping up with

the excercise while dealing with all this family stress.

Does anyone else here have a family entirely filled with people who

always allow themselves to be victims or helpless? It's driving me

nuts. Cant any of them help themselves once and a while? I just don't

understand.

Anyway, I feel like i'm out on the Ocean, on rare days the weather is

great and i'm paddling along on the top of the wave, and the rest of

the time, i'm fighting current, trying to keep from being swamped, or

getting beat on the head by waves. I guess everyone feels that way,

but some days i just wonder why the hell things dont get better. Then

i wonder, what is better? what really is the definition? I dont know

and I havent a clue on how to get there.

So i'm here late at night when i should be sleeping finally getting a

few minutes of quiet time to myself and catching up on the groups posts.

If all goes well i will get to take a little vacation at the coast, i

really shouldnt do it, but I have the opportunity to have a week

without anyone wanting my help!

Hopefull i can get caught up on most of the posts by Monday and i can

catch up on the rest

Oh and can someone do me a favor and let me know if my email address

is still posted for the world to see when I post here? I may need to

remove myself from the group and re-ad to get the thing fixed.

thanks & I hope everyone else is well

Oh and Elaine, were you one of the people I talked with about shoes a

while back?

laurie