Would'nt Change A Thing !

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We cannot see the whole picture. Only God can. He alone

knows

why. Oh you bet I would want to if I could but even then I'd have to

pray about it because what HE wants is in the best interest of us

all. Sometimes what I want does not go along with HIS will.

I was in a car accident Jan 2. A truck pulled out and stopped

and I had to take the ditch at 65 mph. I swerved , saw the cement

barrier and said out loud " God help me. " I missed or went over

the cement sideswiped a pole. It pushed the whole passenger

side in and took out all the windows the whole length of the

extended van. Then I went through a fence and flattened the

poles. Next I hit a tree head on. I had asked for help and got it but

in that next split second I was ready to go to a better place so

when I realized I was still alive I was a little dissapointed for a

second. Then I knew I had to get out and get on with my life. I

couldn't get my door open [ The tire was in it ] so I got my seatbelt

off and slid out the passenger side window since it was opened

for me. lol.

Anyway just the day before my older daughter was watching

h as she held her mom and dads picture crying because

we were gone to the store and she missed us. So I am glad to

be here for her and for me so I can watch her grow like the

others. She is 4.

When I was expecting her. We were at church when I started

bleeding and having serious contractions. I wanted to go to the

Dr. or home but I heard His still small voice say sit in the back

and sit still and I did . When I knew the battle had been won I

went home rejoicing. Seven months later she was born and

diagnosed with MDS and a heart defect. We plan on getting that

repaired this summer.

I was pretty upset to find out and even had some horrible

thoughts that if she didn't survive the night then it was God's

will. They had told us they didn't know if she'd survive the night.

She was strong and nursing well and deep down I knew she'd

be fine. So I really felt bad about thinking that way.

You are all so right HE makes no mistakes.

Another Blessed Mom

Pam