Guest guest Posted March 27, 2012 Report Share Posted March 27, 2012 Do you know what I mean... I want this desire back...ich want this urge back to be horny... oh, ich hate it so much what ist is now. Six years ago i did the big mistake to take Paroxetine. Biggest mistake ever. I want to be a MAN an not an Eunuch. Oh my god, I hate this world so much. Sorry, but this should have to be said. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 28, 2012 Report Share Posted March 28, 2012 I don't feel human anymore, not like a real person with regular feelings, fear, passion, motivations, emotions, apathy to other's feelings, guilt...I lack all of these things now. Not having any guilt really bothers me. I could do ANYTHING and not even feel any guilt, I'm a savage in fancy clothes. I would not be allowed to live in this world with the "normal" people if they only knew the thoughts that go through my head.I'm numb to everything..my body and mind. I just want to FEEL something. Even touching my arms with my hand doesn't feel like it used to. A massage used to be great pleasure to me, now I could take it or leave it. The thing is, I feel content with this, which is what SSRIs do. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 29, 2012 Report Share Posted March 29, 2012 I want to kill I want to destroy. > > Do you know what I mean... > > I want this desire back...ich want this urge back to be horny... > > oh, ich hate it so much what ist is now. Six years ago i did the big mistake to take Paroxetine. Biggest mistake ever. > > I want to be a MAN an not an Eunuch. > > Oh my god, I hate this world so much. > > Sorry, but this should have to be said. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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