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Dawn

what great news about the depression!! Of all the symptoms I had to

deal with, depression is by far the worst. When you are depressed,

it is just so hard to care about anything else. I am so happy for

you and I think it was definitely related to your implants and you

have an excellent shot of it leaving for good. (except for the kind

of depression we get when normal things go wrong, etc). I just

wanted to comment that neither I nor my husband ever break much of a

sweat before we have been in our far infrared sauna for at least 30

minutes. I dont' feel like I am sweating good until about

35minutes. I usually stay in for 45 minutes. I set it at about 125

degrees. So you may just need to stay in longer!

Hugs,

kathy

-- In , dawn A <daldre@y...> wrote:

> Hi Everybody,

> Thanks Rogene, Patty and Kenda for answering my

> swollen gland question!

>

> I'm waiting around for the ax to fall quite frankly.

> Reason being, I actually am having a major break from

> the anxiety and depression that I had while I had the

> implants. I know I probably sound like a fruit cake

> here, but I think I may have been much much more

> depressed than I thought. Truthfully, the depression

> probably came before all of the other symptoms... but

> it was so insidious that I did not even recognize it

> as depression.

>

> For the past three years I just wanted to be alone...

> I wanted to be around no one, I wanted to do nothing,

> I wanted zero relationship with my husband. I am

> actually shocked at the fact that I now yearn to be

> with my family, I am excited about life, I feel some

> of the vigor I had pre implant. I know I am not

> imagining this, my husband sees it too. We just don't

> want to get too excited about this yet since who knows

> if it will last.

>

> This is a good sign. It goes to show that the implants

> really were wreaking havoc inside my body. I now

> believe that other symptoms will abate and I have an

> excellent shot for recovery.

>

> I haven't been able to keep up with the posts

> lately... sorry, I'm sort of out of the loop as to

> what's goin' on ... on the board. I will contribute as

> much as I can regarding my recovery.. I want the new

> girls to know that they should have hope and that it

> is not all in their head.

>

> By the way, did the sauna at the gym today... gees,

> just like you guys said.... I was in there for a good

> 15 to 20 mins and barely broke a sweat! How

> disappointing! Oh well, I'll keep trying.

>

> Hope you all are doing okay.

>

> Hugs,

> Dawn

>

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