Guest guest Posted April 21, 2011 Report Share Posted April 21, 2011 So if i could just make this a new topic Vornan, that would be cool. So people can see whats going on when they search. Update 4/21/11 As of now I can now get aroused by visual stimulation/kissing/intimacy. Finally this part has come back. Orgasms are great now, and I have that after feeling where you are like ahhh. The ONLY thing that is missing, is that the libido could be a lot stronger and the biggest thing is erections and genital numbness. I have been messing around with this girl that knows and understands my problem. Even when masturbating I really cant keep up a full erection. With this girl I will be kissing her, get like a halfy, and then when she tries to do something with it it goes down. Then I will get it more up and then it will go down again. In my eyes this is progress. This coming from a person who literally felt like my genitals were absent. I can now feel them more. So the genital numbness seems to be getting better. Its frustrating though, because I feel like I am improving and wish it would improve faster! But these are improvements at least and something I can be happy about. After literally almost killing myself, the depression is gone, the anhedonia is MUCH btter and I feel like things will continue to improve. I am only 1 year and 1 month off lexapro and FINALLY starting to see improvements. I truly thought I was stuck this way. -Ben Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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