Re: Re: SSRI/NDRI induced frontal lobe dysfunction

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"I am suffering badly inside. But I just don't feel it. It's like i'm at

heavy panic, but I am not aware that I am. I'm used to it. Can't sit

still, always have to move, can't rest, can't stop doing stuff,

stress,.. It's terrible."This and your first post describe it perfectly for me, at least the first two or three years after I came off them. I felt like I had some kind of minor frontal lobe damage. Everything about Phineas Gages' story,, for instance, struck a cord, and similar stories, just less pronounced. I was astonished that an SSRI (for me it was an SSnRI) could do this kind of damage.The thing is I was still smart and able to speak intelligently, and think *some* 'higher' thoughts, but I couldn't organize my thoughts or follow them to a conclusion or even form a pattern, my impulses were wild, and the only emotion I had was anger. I felt like a normal person trapped inside the mind of a child. It was the strangest feeling in the world.From:

Dirkske Subject: Re: SSRI/NDRI induced frontal lobe dysfunctionTo: SSRIsex Received: Tuesday, 20 December, 2011, 6:06 PM

Will try the vitamin and fish oil stuff Might help, might not.

That feeling part, that you also describe as beïng very embarrassed, got the same thing!

I am suffering badly inside. But I just don't feel it. It's like i'm at heavy panic, but I am not aware that I am. I'm used to it. Can't sit still, always have to move, can't rest, can't stop doing stuff, stress,.. It's terrible. PSSD was nothin' compared to that.

But, I tried to fix myself tried 17 different psychiatric medications. Each harming me a little bit more (ritalin being the most harmful)

And this stuff is so annoying, as for now a girl is into me (just met her, but the next day she gave me a christmas-card, with lovely words on it. But I don't have a personality!

I am just blessed with the no-anxiety-feeling that I can do whatever I want. It looks like I'm very self-confident. But i'm not. When she realizes that I'm a faker, she won't be interested no more. And she's freakin' hot!!

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> > Hi evrybody,

> > Anouther thing besides sexual side effects (hope this is appropriate here):

> > I have extreme impulsivity: Impuls buying, saying stuff that I should keep for myself (like every other person does), becoming a child, no 'higher' thoughts, cognitive dysfunction and social retardation.

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> > I find this much more horrible then the sexual side effects alone.

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> > What can I do against this????

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> > A desperate, pill free human beïng.

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