for the first time in 12 months Orgasm

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i had yesterday for the first time in 12 months Orgasm with feelings and again

and again. I never expected that I would ever feel in my life. the feeling was

great. i felt horney as a teenager

the hole day! I want to jump for joy!!

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Good news, Freek. What's the explanation?

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> i had yesterday for the first time in 12 months Orgasm with feelings and

again and again. I never expected that I would ever feel in my life. the

feeling was great. i felt horney as a teenager

> the hole day! I want to jump for joy!!

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strange...

last days i got some better libido too. and a lot of people join german group in

a short time. maybe spring feelings begin to work and body starts regeneration

itself at this time.

some others in the group got get better in last days ?

freek iam happy with you =)

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> > i had yesterday for the first time in 12 months Orgasm with feelings and

again and again. I never expected that I would ever feel in my life. the

feeling was great. i felt horney as a teenager

> > the hole day! I want to jump for joy!!

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Requip?

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> i had yesterday for the first time in 12 months Orgasm with feelings and

again and again. I never expected that I would ever feel in my life. the

feeling was great. i felt horney as a teenager

> the hole day! I want to jump for joy!!

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i dont know iam on 3 x 0.25 requip and i take valeriaann and again i have taken

a sleepingpil from my mother Flurazepam. perhaps the combo? i dont get it!?!

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> > i had yesterday for the first time in 12 months Orgasm with feelings and

again and again. I never expected that I would ever feel in my life. the

feeling was great. i felt horney as a teenager

> > the hole day! I want to jump for joy!!

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iam happy to i now want to meet some nice german girls

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> > > i had yesterday for the first time in 12 months Orgasm with feelings and

again and again. I never expected that I would ever feel in my life. the

feeling was great. i felt horney as a teenager

> > > the hole day! I want to jump for joy!!

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clown are you still belive a chemical medical can heal us... ?

where are you we miss you in chatroom =)

greets

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> > i had yesterday for the first time in 12 months Orgasm with feelings and

again and again. I never expected that I would ever feel in my life. the

feeling was great. i felt horney as a teenager

> > the hole day! I want to jump for joy!!

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meet them...

when you stop medication you got a good orgasm too ? is your numbness gone too ?

flurazepam rise up gaba level in brain. and gaba is a inhibitor for nervsignal

-> sleeep.

so its right we got to much transmitters working on. pssd is a sertonin overdose

!!!

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feeling was great. i felt horney as a teenager

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the numbes is nog gone. but to feel the orgasm again en feeling horney its

great, i also think it has something to do with gaba

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feeling was great. i felt horney as a teenager

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sounds great... but when you stop taking this pills you got high libido too ???

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i have had sex yesterday and trhe feeling is nice still Happy

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congrats man!

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i dont know yet, i now only take requip and i will let you know of the feeling

stays whitout flurazepam

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feelings and again and again. I never expected that I would ever feel in my

life. the feeling was great. i felt horney as a teenager

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Hi north...

I believe there is no cure for us, at least for the next 50 years.

I believe, if you are lucky, brain will adapt itself to the new epigenetic

pattern and some chemical can boost some functions but it is like repainting a

car destroyed in a crash.

I believe I've lost all the things I lived for, no man should exist as a

non-entity zombie, walled-up in apathetic blankness.

Personally it is not a battle that I can fight, unfortunately I'm like .

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again and again. I never expected that I would ever feel in my life. the

feeling was great. i felt horney as a teenager

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I believe the difference between the ones that recover and the ones that don't is that some choose subconsiously to be part of the recovering group or not. There are many that have recovered. If even few have recovered then that means the possibility is very much there. why should you be different than them. Wish you a recovery:)

ie; I don't want to underestimate your frustration.

regards

To: SSRIsex Sent: Tue, March 1, 2011 7:46:32 AMSubject: Re: for the first time in 12 months Orgasm

Hi north...I believe there is no cure for us, at least for the next 50 years.I believe, if you are lucky, brain will adapt itself to the new epigenetic pattern and some chemical can boost some functions but it is like repainting a car destroyed in a crash.I believe I've lost all the things I lived for, no man should exist as a non-entity zombie, walled-up in apathetic blankness.Personally it is not a battle that I can fight, unfortunately I'm like .> > >> > > i had yesterday for the first time in 12 months Orgasm with feelings and again and again. I never expected that I would ever feel in my life. the feeling was great. i felt horney as a teenager> > > the hole day! I want to jump for joy!!> > >> >>

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so the feeling is gone again. i realy think it has to do with the flurazepam.

this weekend i will try again flurazepam. i have notice that when i take 2 days

flurazepam I have many fears and libido and orgamas are back few days later

fear away and libido and orgasm away.

-- In SSRIsex , " Freek De bruin " wrote:

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hey freek

i got the same with feverfew... very interessting. lower transmitter activity

result in some kind of recovery state. fear is the other side of medal. you can

not be happy without feeling be afraid.

be aware with flurazepam if you use it for long time you become a fast tolerance

maybe some bad rebound like feverfew...

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Do u still have your emotions?

Are you able to enjoy something in your life?

Your personality is still there?

Have you lost the most part of your memory and your cognitive abilities?

Can u feel chemically motivated?

Have u became socially inept?

Give me a reason to live. Be aware i probably could find a reason to live deaf

or without legs but this is the HELL, death can't be worst.

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i have taken 2 flurazepam yesterday en i will date it again today so i will see

what will happend tomorrow. hope iam horney again. i have read that if you take

flurazepan it is dangerous driving a car.

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I can relate to all those symptoms, Clown. Yes, life doesn't really have much in

the way of meaning anymore. Before meds I had a temendous feeling of being

alive, and the world was thick with atmosphere. I loved the rain, the snow, the

Sun, the clouds, foggy weather, the stars, the Moon, and especially the girls.

When I went into a severe depression the world was cetainly gloomy and miserable

but I still felt alive even if it wasn't very nice anymore.

Personally, I now think I am caught in a viscious circle, e.g, poor sleep means

feeling more miserable which means more poor sleep,etc. PSSD causes terrible

stress and unhappiness which means that more stress chemicals like cortisol keep

rotting at my brain which then causes more depression and misery, and so on.

I'm still hopeful that I can turn this around and I am starting this by trying

to get my life back together. I work hard at work, at self development, at

relationships, at learning the guitar and keyboards, and at everything else,

etc. Hopefully, some rays of light will start to appear soon.

Kaivey (KV)

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> > > > > i had yesterday for the first time in 12 months Orgasm with feelings

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feeling

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> > > > > the hole day! I want to jump for joy!!

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Kaivey,Most of us can certainly relate to all these. Going out after a long day's work used to be so much fun. Its not anymore. Its almost as if the world around us doesn't exist anymore. No joy, no sorrow, no empathy, no libido and no sex. As for sleep, I have been playing tennis/badminton for about 2/3 months now. I do it in the evenings from 6/7 for 2 hrs. After that, I take shower and have my dinner. With this routine, I'm able to sleep like a baby. In fact, I am able to have dreams that I can recall in the morning. Some of these dreams I can recall even after a few days. I don't know if these improvements are a result of using Dostinex/Cabergoline for 2 months (about 3 months ago) or a result of my ability to have deep sleep due to this new routine. Whatever is the reason, I'm not feeling as miserable as before. I even have some emotions

back. But definitely, I'm not seeing improvements in those from month to month. Try to tire yourself couple of hours before bedtime and see the results. Good luck. Subject: Re: for the first time in 12 months OrgasmTo: SSRIsex Date: Wednesday, March 2, 2011, 5:50 PM

I can relate to all those symptoms, Clown. Yes, life doesn't really have much in the way of meaning anymore. Before meds I had a temendous feeling of being alive, and the world was thick with atmosphere. I loved the rain, the snow, the Sun, the clouds, foggy weather, the stars, the Moon, and especially the girls. When I went into a severe depression the world was cetainly gloomy and miserable but I still felt alive even if it wasn't very nice anymore.

Personally, I now think I am caught in a viscious circle, e.g, poor sleep means feeling more miserable which means more poor sleep,etc. PSSD causes terrible stress and unhappiness which means that more stress chemicals like cortisol keep rotting at my brain which then causes more depression and misery, and so on.

I'm still hopeful that I can turn this around and I am starting this by trying to get my life back together. I work hard at work, at self development, at relationships, at learning the guitar and keyboards, and at everything else, etc. Hopefully, some rays of light will start to appear soon.

Kaivey (KV)

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> > >again and again. I never expected that I would ever feel in my life. the feeling

> > >was great. i felt horney as a teenager

> > > > > the hole day! I want to jump for joy!!

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Depression is a state of mind, a great sadness.I can't feel depressed now, i

have no mood i can say. Theoretically if you can feel sad u can experience joy

as well, that is a great luck. This drug destroys the ability to produce

endorphins so i can be wrong, i'm just trying to rationalize...

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