Guest guest Posted March 1, 2001 Report Share Posted March 1, 2001 Message: 2 Date: Wed, 28 Feb 2001 13:46:45 -0500 From: gc31@... Subject: Thanks folks Thanks Folks for the information. My problems have been nightmares, and during the day, I sometimes feel like I'm in a dream. Older people with autism have described their life and that it's like being from another planet, and they are stuck on earth, no one understands them and they have a hard time understanding. That is what I have been feeling like. My son has been sick for sometime now. His immune system doesn't seem to be able to fight off anything. Yet, I have him to perfection in what his body needs and what it does not through supplements and diet. The doctors through their hands up and say "it's autism". That is unacceptable! I think the lead and mercury in him is keeping his body out of whack. No one believes me. The world is driving me crazy!!! I'm tired of being broke, I'm tired of being tired, I'm tired of researching, I'm tired of explaining to people that my son's actions are because he is sick, I'm tired of taking him to the doctor, I'm tired of watching him stay sick, I'm tired of not having one SINGLE doctor in Georgia that I can work with(we are going to Dr. Bradstreet in FL soon), I'm tired of waiting for appointments and waiting in doctor offices, I'm tired of reading about kids suffering and the government saying that vaccines don't cause autism, I'm tired of watching the numbers rise and experts say there's no autism epidemic, I'm tired of not knowing who to trust, I'm tired of worrying about the future. I want problems like the majority of society. Problems like my kid getting kicked off the bus for fighting, or he keeps asking me why,why,why...why do cows make milk, why is the sky blue? I want to be in line at Walmart and he say something that embarrasses the hell out of me. Alot of times, when something happens, I think my mind goes into trauma. Like the time I learned that my friend died unexpectedly. It's that ill to your stomach feeling and people can talk to you but you can't hear them cause your mind is in trauma. I feel powerless and vulnerable and I want to run and hide. , You took the words right out of my mouth. (((HUGS))) to you. momofsugarplum Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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