Work and Asthma

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My boss is giving me even more grief. Today he kept saying things about my personality I talk too much, I don't talk enough,and he didn't stop putting me down until I started crying my eyes out, and I feel terrible today as usual. Hopefully he will give me some peace now that I have bawled my eyes out in front of him and of course to protect my job, I had to say thank you for abusing me, and telling me that I talked about being sick too much. Etc. Which I don't feel I do, in fact, I know things about people in the company that I probably shouldn't know becuase I listen so much. I even asked a sick woman how she was doing and I got in trouble for it. I am now not allowed to talk to anyone in the company except him. Everything I do is suppose to gol through him. So, basically I am suppose to not to talk to anyone, and I am suppose to get my job done anyway. I can't even go through all the details of the things that he said about me, but from being insecure to being too talkative. He told me that I am not technically inclined, and he couldn't understand why I would need a book to learn software that I have never even seen before. It is really discouraging becuase I was so excited about starting to learn C#. So, somehow I need to stop being sick enough, so that I can keep this job long enough to get through the bad economy, and please this egomanical man. I mean who browbeats an employee until she is bawling her eyes out, and it takes a heck of a lot to make me cry. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to deal with this alolng with my asthma?