don't call me! Turn me around instead :)

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I want to call me on skype!

1. Is it true?

YES!

(Close your eyes,be still, go deeply as you contemplate your answer. If your

answer is no, continue to Question 3.)

With my eyes closed I get a inner yes too. Grrr

2. Can you absolutely know that it's true?

That I want him to call me?

Is there any other way for us to contact each other.

Meeting him would be nice too.

(did I went off inquiring?)

Can you know more than God/reality?

God who? Who need god when you have me!

Can you really know what's best in the long run for his/her/your own path?

NO, I don't know. long run shmong run.

I want to talk to him now, I don't care about the long run/future.

stupid question!

Can you absolutely know that you would be happier if you got what you

wanted?

No, not 100%. I have a good feeling about me and though.

And I am going to love him, how bad could it be?

3. How do you react when you think that thought?

I think of a lot, want him to chat with me.

I miss him

I sent him e-mails every 5 minutes letting him know my wants and needs.

I feel like something is missing in the moment - it is a lie!

I feel a little emptiness

I feel that something is missing, I would be better if would call me.

The present lack something.

Where does the feeling hit you, where do you feel it in your body?

sadness in my belly, a little depression there.

What pictures do you see when you believe that thought?

I see his image, his amazing blue eyes

and I feel this craving for him.

He is so sweet, so innocent and wise

(did I went off inquiry again? couldn't help it)

When did that thought first occur to you?

Many month ago, has he helped me with a work I done on:

I do nothing with my life I have no appointment.

He replied to me, and he was so wise

that was the first time I felt a shift inside of me

reading someone else post.

(I feel this shift only when I read my post.

If you undo your stories of me, you might feel that shift too. Grrr)

Anyway, since than I wanted to know him better.

And we chat once on skype, and it was so much fun.

I have discovered that he is funny too. and he loved my humor.

How do you treat yourself when you believe that thought?

I touch myself (JOKE!)

I don't know, I write him love letters, and I enjoy loving him.

It take only 1 for a love story, I told him that he can join me

in his free time.

Does this thought bring peace or stress into your life?

Stress, because he didn't call me lately

but he told me that he knows that we will meet soon on skype

(did I quote you right, ?)

Where does your mind travel when you believe that thought?

I am in Berlin, with , holding hands

taking a walk (I don't waste time in my dreams)

Whose business are you in when you think that thought?

's

What do you get for holding onto that belief?

Stress!

Can you find a peaceful reason to keep that thought?

NO!

What terrible thing do you assume would happen if you didn't believe that

thought?

If I will let go of

we will not be together, since I recognized him as my potential soul mate

and he didn't recognize me yet.

So, I need to remind him by being around him, he just forgot

4. Who would you be without the thought?

Hard question.

More focused in the now.

But what is the now anyway if not a thought?

Confusing. on all levels!

How would you live life differently if you didn't believe that thought?

I don't know! Ask me tomorrow, I might know by than.

Close your eyes and imagine life without it.

I took my sleeping pill, are you sure you want me to close my eyes?

Oh, well.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Turn the thought around.

I don't want to call me

Bullshit, not true at all

, give me a call first thing in the morning.

I am so sweet

T