addendum to intro and query re yelling

[Guest guest]

> I guess I should add that most people would summarize what happened

> in London as abuse. I didn't really go into all the details. I

> think my beloved would describe it that way as as well. Like I

> say, there are a lot of redeeming things in the situation, but it's

> still dicey. I'm wanting to find true nature's way course through

> this, rather than resorting to my stories in the illusion that the

> stories will protect me. I can see that the stories won't protect

> me. In fact, they can lead me either into armoring myself, or

> conversely, deluding myself into thinking things are ok when

> they're not. I'm having trouble penetrating all this, as you can

> see. Again, input welcome!