Guest guest Posted May 1, 2000 Report Share Posted May 1, 2000 Susi wrote: > > Well, I am leaving tomorrow morning to go visit my parents, so I > don't think I will be around much the next week. I think they do > have internet access there, but I'm not positive. I will miss > everybody...especially my daily chats with Jenni. > > My mom informed me last week that people don't wear shorts in public > in St. unless they are going to the beach, so I have just > been on a shopping spree of sorts to find some cool dresses and > skirts I can wear. (The idea of wearing pants in the Carribean just > doesn't appeal to me.) I did manage to find a few items (4 t-shirts, > 4 dresses, and 2 skirts), but it was a discouraging trip to the mall > for me as it always is. I drove home in tears because I am not happy > with myself the way that I am, and one would think that if I'm not > happy, I would do something to change it. So why can't I? Why am I > not doing it? It really tears my heart in two, and I wish I could > find a way to make this all work for myself and be a healthier person > who felt better about herself. I know for some of you this is not a > struggle at all, but believe me, for some of us...it is a HUGE > struggle. Any suggestions? > > Susi > who will be rooting for the Timberwolves from San tomorrow night > and hopes the game will be televised there because she doubts she > will get to see them play in St. Susi, I will miss you! I'm glad the politics settled down so that you can go to St. . Have a blast! You are making progress even though it doesn't feel like it right now. Elena Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 1, 2000 Report Share Posted May 1, 2000 In a message dated 5/1/00 6:15:39 PM Eastern Daylight Time, susifloozi@... writes: << Well, I am leaving tomorrow morning to go visit my parents, so I don't think I will be around much the next week. I think they do have internet access there, but I'm not positive. I will miss everybody...especially my daily chats with Jenni. >> Have a great trip Susi! I wish I had some magic words to make the exercise/eating thing easier, but you know that I struggle with the same issues. We have each other and the other people on this list. We'll accomplish our goals, we just have to have faith Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 1, 2000 Report Share Posted May 1, 2000 I drove home in tears because I am not happy with myself the way that I am, and one would think that if I'm not happy, I would do something to change it. So why can't I? Why am I not doing it? It really tears my heart in two, and I wish I could find a way to make this all work for myself and be a healthier person who felt better about herself. (((((((Susi))))))) You can do this and you will! Remember, it's not easy and there are going to be trials and tribulations along the way. You will have some down times and you will even fall off track. But, the important thing is that you don't give up! You keep trudging along with the belief that you will one day reach your goals. You are an incredible, beautiful person. I know you don't see it, but I do (and so do a lot of other people on this list). I hope you have a wonderful vacation in St. . I will be thinking of you lounging in the tropical sun, wishing I was there with you! We will miss you! Enjoy your trip! And give yourself a huge, big hug from me Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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