Probably a good bye!!

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This is probably gonna to be my last post, which is kinda sad because

this is the only place i can turn when i need help or a shoulder to

cry on. I guess someone here does not like me or I have offended

someone somehow. And if that is the case i would like to apologize.

However I wish that if i have offended someone they should have come

to me.. I recieved an email back from my internet provider. According

to them, people(s) have complained about my posts. Here is a couple

things the provider said. One, 'They' have also made claims

that " According to MS Hotmail, you cannot post directly to an eGroup

with a Hotmail account as this individual did using the Yahoo!

Message Poster. " While we have no idea how you have posted or mailed

these messages(i posted them like everyone else did through the

message board), they seem to think the method used is in violation of

the rules for this forum. Second, they say that these posts

have been misrepresented as being sent from the UK instead of the

United States. Let me clarify something to that someone out there or

those 'they' my provider is talking about, i have never

misrepresented myself if anyone would care to look at my profile you

can clearly see that i live in Arizona. Second just because i have a

hotmail account should not be any basis for me not to post on

yahoo.. And the lovely part of all of this is they have recieved

follow up complaints. I don't know what to say besides i am close to

tears here. But hey my mom says never wear out your welcome. My

provider also said someone could just be trying to get me in trouble

for the heck of it. Which i hope is not the case, because as with

all of us we have enough to worry about. Well I hope everyone has a

wonderful holiday filled with love and hope and not too much pain.

Today is not such a good day, we have a winter storm coming in. Plus

i have no insurance so i can't get medical attention. If i'm not

welcomed here please say so, but i thought i had found some friends.