my body hurts, but my spirit is strong

[Guest guest]

I am in pain today; it's just not possible to " show " the pain to

anyone else. I can't wait to get home after work and rest. My

shoulders, arms, back, neck, wrists, hands, all are cramping and

tight. My fatigue is heavy; other symptoms too...I am so ready for

the explant on 3/30, this coming Wednesday...it's a bit like a dream,

you know? To make such a serious decision in a short amount of time,

plan it, execute it, and show up for the knife...but I'm ready...God

is helping me....J