Guest guest Posted April 20, 2004 Report Share Posted April 20, 2004 Dear , thank you. > You make me so upset that I wanna scream out loud. Oh, right. Do you scream out loud? > Who do you think > you are your pretentious Byron -wannabe! So you have all the > questions, have you? Well, I have the four questions. That's about it. > You know which turnarounds that would be good for me? > You know who I wanna be and how I want parents to be do you? What you do and want is your buisness. And obviously you don't need any turnarounds if you don't do them. > You don´t know shit!!!! True. > And by the way I´m sick and tired of all you self-made gurus with all > your -isms and " says this " > and " says that " . I hear you. > Back to . To me you are just trying to show off and show > how far you have been coming by doing the work (halleluja!!) without > showing any of yourself. You are right. Sometimes I feel that. About the showing-something-of-myself thing: I made the experience that as long as I try to hold something back, because I am fearful of being hurt, or whatever reason I pretend to have, I am hurt, and I keep myself from experiencing love. Because by not being honest I try to trick you into liking me. And even if you say that you like me, I still don't know if you really mean " me " or just the person I wanted you to think I am. > Do you think you are done whit the work? You are not! I understand. > I think you are arrogant and pompous. Yes, I feel that sometimes. > And I don´t give > a shit if all of this is my story or if it´s true or not and like > hell I´m going to turn anything around! I understand. And you are not supposed to turn anything around unless you do. I was wondering if I should do the work more often and so I did my works on that. What came to me was that when I read your work, or your questions, or whatever, and if I want to " help " I have to answer the questions I give to you. There is no one to facilitate but me. I am perfectly aware of that. Well, when I am. And sometimes I am not. ;-) The beautiful thing about these groups is, that I come here and can read my own thoughts, put on paper already for me. By reading them, I either believe them or I inverstigate. What else is there to do, anyway? So what I write are the questions I have to answer. You don't. > Love only some thigs and that woulnd´t be you (not right now anyway) > What you write looks so innocent. Thank you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2004 Report Share Posted April 21, 2004 > You make me so upset that I wanna scream out loud. Who do you think > you are your pretentious Byron -wannabe! , I loved this! I have not found the posting which you answered but it gave me really a good feeling about you and a good laughter! Hope you also felt good after writing it! Love Moritz Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 21, 2004 Report Share Posted April 21, 2004 Dear Moritz! The post I answered is message 22605. I am amazed that someone can get a good feeling about me after what I wrote. I´m glad though and glad that you had a good laughter! Eventually I felt good but this was a tough one for me. For a while I thought that no one in this group would like me after writing such awful things=). Didn´t think I would like my self eighter, but I did! Love, > > You make me so upset that I wanna scream out loud. Who do you > think > > you are your pretentious Byron -wannabe! > > , I loved this! I have not found the posting which you answered > but it gave me really a good feeling about you and a good laughter! > Hope you also felt good after writing it! > > Love > > Moritz Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 22, 2004 Report Share Posted April 22, 2004 Dear , what occured to me today, is Am 21.04.2004 um 14:59 schrieb : > Dear Moritz! > The post I answered is message 22605. I am amazed that someone can > get a good feeling about me after what I wrote. I´m glad though and > glad that you had a good laughter! Eventually I felt good but this > was a tough one for me. For a while I thought that no one in this > group would like me after writing such awful things=). And still you did it. You risked everyones love and appreciation. People would do anything to get it. And you would rather be honest! very loving. Thank you, > I Didn´t think > I would like my self eighter, but I did! > Love, > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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