Guest guest Posted April 21, 2004 Report Share Posted April 21, 2004 You beautiful one! Am 21.04.2004 um 09:44 schrieb : > Dear ! > Thank you! I was so angry at you yesterday, so I did the work on it. > But I was still angry and I tried to forbid my thoughts to be there. > I had done the work, why didn´t it help, why didn´t I feel peace? > That´s when I wtote to you. I wasn´t angry after that but I felt > very sad and I hoped that you would answer and say something that > would ease my pain. And you did. When I read your reply I understood > that what you wrote that made me so upset wasn´t for me. It had > nothing to do with me. My story was that you thought that I wasn´t > doing the work in the right way, that you critisised me and didn´t > think I was good enough. My story now is that these were the things > I was thinking of my self and of you. And the post I wrote to you > were adressed to me.I realised that even if you were critical, it > still wouldn´t have anything with me to do. It´s not my buisiness > what you write, think or feel. I feel such a relief. And compassion > both for you and me. I look forward to be critisised again, even if > it´s just in my head. > > Thank you so much! With all my love, > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 22, 2004 Report Share Posted April 22, 2004 Marie, , nne and others posting since ... what an amazing set of posts.....watching Marie just explode with her honest frustration....(I laughed out loud - so clear to herself!)...and there was nne with her gentle wise touch...then responding with such sincerity, not reacting or defending, just looking inward to his own revelation....and then Marie, not running away but coming back with healing insight.... and love...that's all I see now....love and peace. wow, what an example of how this web site can make a difference!! my hat's off to you all... dancin' > > You beautiful one! > > Am 21.04.2004 um 09:44 schrieb : > > > Dear ! > > Thank you! I was so angry at you yesterday, so I did the work on it. > > But I was still angry and I tried to forbid my thoughts to be there. > > I had done the work, why didn´t it help, why didn´t I feel peace? > > That´s when I wtote to you. I wasn´t angry after that but I felt > > very sad and I hoped that you would answer and say something that > > would ease my pain. And you did. When I read your reply I understood > > that what you wrote that made me so upset wasn´t for me. It had > > nothing to do with me. My story was that you thought that I wasn´t > > doing the work in the right way, that you critisised me and didn´t > > think I was good enough. My story now is that these were the things > > I was thinking of my self and of you. And the post I wrote to you > > were adressed to me.I realised that even if you were critical, it > > still wouldn´t have anything with me to do. It´s not my buisiness > > what you write, think or feel. I feel such a relief. And compassion > > both for you and me. I look forward to be critisised again, even if > > it´s just in my head. > > > > Thank you so much! With all my love, > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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