spouse won't discuss explant

[Guest guest]

I know I've already mentioned this, but this is my hurt today. My

husband says he has concerns about the upcoming explant, but he

won't discuss them. It feels kind of hurtful. I know it's just a

fear issue, and so I'm trying to trust God and do the right thing.

No thoughts of backing out, but it would be nice if everything was

lovey-dovey at home, you know? These implants have done more than

harm my body; they have harmed my relationship with him and others.

I can't be present physically or emotionally until these health

bombs are out, out, out...I feel like Lady Macbeth....J