idiopathic?????

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what does this mean please, i am feeling more depressed after reading

some of the posts. i didnt know how serious this seems to be.

i thought i would just get it once , i knew it might reoccur but i

thought that would not be the norm, but seems it is the norm that it

just reoccurs !!

if stress brings it on, then i am doomed, as i live in a very

stressful enviroment with a mentally ill husband who can be very

abusive most days, i am a christain so i dont believe in divorce, or

even separation!!!

i was doing well i thought in my marriage meaning handling all his

junk by ignoring it, my church ppl just told me to run to my bible

and pray each time i was tempted to react to him!!

but now reading about all this ,i think holding in all my pain from

my marriage might be even more of a reason than my original thought

of my cat bites, hm , or antibiotic reactions, that brought this all

on!! grrr!

i thought i read somewhere that cat scratch disase can be a cause ,

but a blood test i took said i didnt test positive for it, so next

idea was maybe an adverse reaction to 2 strong meds they gave me for

cat bites?? amoxicillin and something like arthymicin??? a z pzk i

thought they called it/ right when i got finished with the 5 day pack

and was still on the amoxicillin i broke out in welps of hot patches

and knots all over my legs from knees down , then little red chicken

pox all over me , my back etc.

this all started after2 cat bites and i punch into my chest which was

hard enough to knock my breathe out of me and bruise my chest

but now i read al the undelying causes and i get scared as i dont

know where this came from, and i am scared i might have some kind of

underlying

also i havent heard if anyone was