Same old pain.....just another day!

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Do you ever feel like that? My pain (3 torn disks in my neck) has

become worse in the last week! I have called my doc office and my

doc is out on vacation until next week. My options are:

1. go see the doc on call who knows nothing about me

2. get a Demerol shot (i hate those shots)

3. suffer until my doc comes back

I am choosing # 3....the sdvice nurse said to NOT take more than 4

pills every 6hrs for the pain (i am taking Norco) these pills are

not working anymore! My depression has gotten worse because of the

pain. My friends try to call and i let my machine pick up, i don't

want to talk to anyone. I have been fighting with my teenager beause

she is off for the summer and why do i have to ask her to clean the

house or do laundry? It is so bad that my kitchen floor has been

sticky for 3 days...but she pays no attention, before my injury my

house was always clean. It takes 2 pain pills for me to do anything

and then of course i over-do it and then i am in tears from the

pain!!! I just want this to be over with! My life/health/$$$$$ are

such a mess and i feel so alone!!