[modoasis] understanding the power physical sick feeling

[Guest guest]

Wow! I know what you guys are talking about in feeling sick or not

able to get up or just sluggish. Today nada parked in the church

parking lot and waited for daughter and I to come out First she

asked if daughter could watch the mini horses for the 10 days she will

be out of town at my sister's house. I said yes ( b/c nada will not

be there and it will give daughter a chance to see the little guys.

She knows it's just for those 10 days, though.) IMmediately

afterward nada starts harassing saying that I am going to get, or

probably already got, a letter in the mail from her previous therapist

not saying what I want it to say, that she does not have BPD. She

told my daughter I probably already got it but hid it. I mean, I am

tellin' ya - just that little incident of seeing her made me feel

pretty faint at the moment, then my blood sugar just felt like it

completely dropped, then I was really tired. I finally had to take a

little nap during my work schedule. Such a huge effect for such a

tiny moment. Boy, what a draining experience. I think probably

related to her wanting to call CPS and all, too. My sister said she

can't believe nada even suggested such a thing, as in that's a really

stupid thing forher to try and even think of doing.

While nada was saying that stuff in the parking lot daughter and I

hurried to the car as fast as we could while I just kept saying

" Goodbye!!!! " kind of angrily. Glad when we got in and closed the

door!

That little nap sure did help some, at least! I was not prepared to

be so tired early in the day, though

Theresa