Morning misery

[Guest guest]

Hi everyone,

I hate mornings. I always wake up in pain. I can lay there

hurting, and I know I have to get up, and take my methadone. Problem

is, it takes over an hour for the pain to go away. I laid there this

morning, with a huge pain in the @ss from my sciatic nerve, I rolled

over, and my back hurt with every breath, I laid on my stomache with

both fists under my sternum, then my head felt like someone plunged

an ice pick into the top of my skull. So I finally gave up, and got

up. I am out of my herbal remedy, (bummer) smoking high quality buds

is the only relief to carry me through till the methadone starts to

work, so I moaned and groaned, yelled and hollered. trying to move

around, I can't stand to sit, lie, stand, or walk. I just suffer

untill the meth kicks in, then I can function with tolerable pain.

Medical marijuana is legal in AZ, but I don't know where to find it.

I have bought some a few times in the last few months, but the

quality was poor, and the price too high. so I will keep dreaming of

making it back to Hawaii, where medical grade marijuana is

plentyfull. There are compassion clubs in CA also, but I am scared

to buy a large quantity, my luck I would get thrown in jail, and I

would wish I were dead if they took away all my meds. It would be

pure torture. I pray out loud for relief in the mornings when I hate

being alive, but when I have good drugs, life is so much easier. I

believe marijuana was put on this earth by the God that created us

all, and the seed bearing herbs are here for us to use. Not abuse,

but I know how much it helps me, and I think it is criminal to throw

people in jail for using it for legit medical problems.

take care,

Mark

Sonoran desert,

Phoenix valley