Venting

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Wicked / Since 1949 the one true original real Robin A. Vosburg

" The real class struggle is between those who have it and those who don't. " -

Norman Mailer

@#$ & *@#$ & *!!!

I need to vent.

My dearly beloved SO, Blind Ray, is now on the road for weeks at a time driving

long-haul. Monday

the refrigerator at the old house, where we are still living until all of the

essential work is

done on the new house, died. I spent Monday evening and Tuesday morning chasing

a good used

refrigerator. I now have a 'new' refrigerator, but I had to move the old one,

which is still

sitting in the middle of my kitchen, out of its niche by myself. At least I

found someone to help

me move the 'new' refrigerator over here. I don't have a truck, and I sure

couldn't have gotten it

up the steps... I almost lost weeks worth of food, which would have been

devastating. I had just

done the major monthly shopping.

Since I am not supposed to bend, stoop, twist, turn, push, pull, lift or carry

" anything heavier

than a telephone receiver " , I am now in really bad shape. My pain levels are

way up. My stress

and anxiety levels are way up. My lymph glands are swollen and there is a deep

ache in the area of

my liver. I still haven't had my dental work approved, so I can't take some of

my meds because I

cannot eat a full meal. It's like everything that I own hurts, and I can't

think. I wouldn't get

out of bed except that I have to move, I have to get two houses ready, I have to

take care of my

boys and there is no one else to do any of it. I feel trapped, helpless and

don't know what to do.

I am so scared that I am going to wind up in the hospital before this is

over...

Wicked / Since 1949 the one true original real Robin A. Vosburg - struggling

with serious body

damage, closed-head brain trauma and hep c

" The real class struggle is between those who have it and those who don't. " -

Norman Mailer

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