I moved and am freaking out

[Guest guest]

All,

I did it - moved to the big city over the weekend - and am so freaked

out. my whole life, any time anything positive happened in my life a

big, huge disaster happened immediately afterwards. needless to say, i

am waiting for some really awful thing to happen. i do'nt know how to

be happy without feeling like it can't be real. and my new place is

great, i have met some new friends already, and it actually feels

(dare i say it lest disaster strikes?) safe. help.

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