Guest guest Posted March 31, 2005 Report Share Posted March 31, 2005 Well, at the risk of sounding like a ninny.... ME TOO!!!!!!!! All this time I thought she was just a " bad mother with issues. " All this time I thought I was just a spineless sell-out willing to be bought. I'm tired of apologizing for her behavior. I'm tired of never being able to do it right, whatever " it " is. I'm tired of wondering if everything she says or does is loaded with buck shot. I'm tired of everything being loaded with buck shot. I'm PO'd that my siblings may never find their way through. I'm tired of blaming myself for not raising my siblings well. I'm tired of wondering why my dad stays. I'm just plain tired. Yet, here I stay. Right in the middle of it. By choice. Because she uses my SO as a hoover (I learned a new word:)and I let her suck me right along. It's a big, sticky, disgusting mess. No, she's not been officially diagnosed (that I know of), but it all fits in a nice little package. My therapist first made the suggestion that she might possibly be BP. She's trying to help me muddle through. Tip Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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