A Message From BTK

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Hi All. I haven't added anything here for quite a while, but because

of what I've been experiencing in my R, I felt it my responsibility

to share with you all.

My name is Carol Avery (CA)and I want you to know how profoundly a

mess our FO can pass on to us. No. I know you know, but I'm telling

you that I've been in counseling, read books, taken classes, done

primaling, went into my mind like a damn pearl lives in a clam! This

research was to find out WHY I'm allowing myself to be subtley

brutalized by someone who is devouring my spirit.

WELL, I'm at a crossroads for the fifteenth time, maybe more, over a

six-year R from hell. He calls, begs, lies, manipulates and why?

He's ready to begin the full-circle cycle again but thinks it's my

fault STILL! I am a different spot than you all, I'm sure, but I

want you to know how difficult it will always be until the ties are

severed if that's what you want to do.

This decision is no easier than the first time I've had to act. BE

CAREFUL, give yourself a break. If you stay in the R, then make it a

point to learn more about yourself with the focus off HIM/HER.

I'll stop here, but something told me to pass this moment on. BTW,

I've decided to severe ALL ties. CA