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Hi Gail,

I really feel for you. I too have a BPbrother who's living with

Nada. It's really hard but I decided my best plan of action is to

stay completely out of it. There's a huge part of me that wants to

help but you know what, my help wasn't appreciated and it was twisted

around like I was trying to gain something from the situation. So

for me I decided the best thing I can do is take care of my self.

Some people have to really hit rock bottom before they will realize

there's something wrong and I think with my brother anyway if he

doesn't get it by his dealings with his family than society is going

to have to teach him a lesson. It's just so hard to watch people you

love doing this to themselves. But I have to be here for my children

and I cannot get dragged down with their problems.

It seems your mom is reaching out somewhat though which makes this a

little different. Is there someway to find out from her what she

really wants from you? Do you think she's just trying to hoover you

in and not want any real help? What is it that you think you can

really do to help? Often, I find the answer to that question helps

me a lot because, I realize I really don't have control over any of

this. If my Nada wants to stand up to BPbrother than she has to be

the one to do it. I can't do it for her.

I don't know if any of this helps. . .

cntbreathe

>

>

> Hi everyone, I need some advice. My brother is the bp who ran his

car off the

> road and blamed the suicide attempt on me, we've been no contact

since

> May. Mom is a higher functioning bp, and he's lived with her for

several

> years, doing an awesome imitation of a human sponge with a really

big ego

> who brags about everything he is going to do and be one day. (he's

37). We

> suspected he was using methamphetamines, which he confessed to mom

> back in Dec, when she decided she'd try to help him get off them so

he could

> join the merchant marines (which I tried to tell my mother he was

NEVER

> going to do; he's had about 10000 plans that he never carried

through). Well,

> he told her Saturday night that he could not go in the marines,

even though

> he's had the physical and been planning this for 4 months, because

he

> couldn't stand to be cooped up that long. Mom finally confronted

him about

> never finishing anything, and he went into a rage, saying she had

destroyed

> his self-esteem by saying things like that, and that it was her

fault he was like

> he was, and that she was a mean old lady who was going to die of

cancer.

> (And a whole lot of really ugly curse words in between). Then

within 30

> minutes he lightly apologized for saying those things to her, and

said he was

> going out for a little while.

> The next time she heard from him was last night, he was arrested

and

> charged with 3 felonies, including possession of meth. He has

called her

> collect 6 times today, begging her to get him out of there, to

borrow money

> from their bible study group ( 2 other people, neither one with any

money),

> and to call distant relatives for financial assistance.

> My problem is this: she keeps asking me what to do, and saying she

doesn't

> want to live like this anymore, she wants him out of her life so he

can have

> some peace and be happy for a few years, and not to have him bleed

her

> completely dry like I had warned her he would do. I have begged

her to leave

> him in there two or three months, and my uncle has advised her to

do the

> same thing. But I know my mom, and she's going to bail him out so

he can

> threaten her again, even though she fears for her life when he

starts raging or

> using meth or both. How can I help her strengthen her resolve?

Establishing

> no contact has been the best thing I could have done for myself, I

am finally

> starting to think like a sane person, but how do you persuade a

mother to turn

> her back on her son? He's killing himself, and endangering others,

including

> my mom, and and and... you know what, the more I read this as I

write, the

> more I realize this is just my wishful thinking..... she will bail

him out, probably

> tomorrow, and he'll move right back in, and they'll be right back

where they

> were, and nothing will really change until he dies. I'm still in

their loop, aren't

> I? because I can't complete let go. He's my brother, and I can

keep hoping

> she'll get tired of it, but she'll never get far enough past the

guilt to do anything

> but 'help' him, and I'll keep getting my hopes up that this time

she'll do

> something different, this time she'll stand up to him, this time

she'll let him face

> the consequences of his actions.

> Is there anything I can do to help shore my mother up to face him

without

> giving in to his pleading and crying? I want to take care of

myself, I've come

> so far since last year, and I could have predicted this next crisis

right down to

> the week, so I've been preparing, but I didn't know my mother would

appear to

> be getting so close to standing up to him, and it's given me hope!

Is there

> anything else I can do besides stand by and watch her rescue him

again???

> Arggghhhhh I don't know if I should be doing ANYTHING!!!

> Gail

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Hi Gail,

I really feel for you. I too have a BPbrother who's living with

Nada. It's really hard but I decided my best plan of action is to

stay completely out of it. There's a huge part of me that wants to

help but you know what, my help wasn't appreciated and it was twisted

around like I was trying to gain something from the situation. So

for me I decided the best thing I can do is take care of my self.

Some people have to really hit rock bottom before they will realize

there's something wrong and I think with my brother anyway if he

doesn't get it by his dealings with his family than society is going

to have to teach him a lesson. It's just so hard to watch people you

love doing this to themselves. But I have to be here for my children

and I cannot get dragged down with their problems.

It seems your mom is reaching out somewhat though which makes this a

little different. Is there someway to find out from her what she

really wants from you? Do you think she's just trying to hoover you

in and not want any real help? What is it that you think you can

really do to help? Often, I find the answer to that question helps

me a lot because, I realize I really don't have control over any of

this. If my Nada wants to stand up to BPbrother than she has to be

the one to do it. I can't do it for her.

I don't know if any of this helps. . .

cntbreathe

>

>

> Hi everyone, I need some advice. My brother is the bp who ran his

car off the

> road and blamed the suicide attempt on me, we've been no contact

since

> May. Mom is a higher functioning bp, and he's lived with her for

several

> years, doing an awesome imitation of a human sponge with a really

big ego

> who brags about everything he is going to do and be one day. (he's

37). We

> suspected he was using methamphetamines, which he confessed to mom

> back in Dec, when she decided she'd try to help him get off them so

he could

> join the merchant marines (which I tried to tell my mother he was

NEVER

> going to do; he's had about 10000 plans that he never carried

through). Well,

> he told her Saturday night that he could not go in the marines,

even though

> he's had the physical and been planning this for 4 months, because

he

> couldn't stand to be cooped up that long. Mom finally confronted

him about

> never finishing anything, and he went into a rage, saying she had

destroyed

> his self-esteem by saying things like that, and that it was her

fault he was like

> he was, and that she was a mean old lady who was going to die of

cancer.

> (And a whole lot of really ugly curse words in between). Then

within 30

> minutes he lightly apologized for saying those things to her, and

said he was

> going out for a little while.

> The next time she heard from him was last night, he was arrested

and

> charged with 3 felonies, including possession of meth. He has

called her

> collect 6 times today, begging her to get him out of there, to

borrow money

> from their bible study group ( 2 other people, neither one with any

money),

> and to call distant relatives for financial assistance.

> My problem is this: she keeps asking me what to do, and saying she

doesn't

> want to live like this anymore, she wants him out of her life so he

can have

> some peace and be happy for a few years, and not to have him bleed

her

> completely dry like I had warned her he would do. I have begged

her to leave

> him in there two or three months, and my uncle has advised her to

do the

> same thing. But I know my mom, and she's going to bail him out so

he can

> threaten her again, even though she fears for her life when he

starts raging or

> using meth or both. How can I help her strengthen her resolve?

Establishing

> no contact has been the best thing I could have done for myself, I

am finally

> starting to think like a sane person, but how do you persuade a

mother to turn

> her back on her son? He's killing himself, and endangering others,

including

> my mom, and and and... you know what, the more I read this as I

write, the

> more I realize this is just my wishful thinking..... she will bail

him out, probably

> tomorrow, and he'll move right back in, and they'll be right back

where they

> were, and nothing will really change until he dies. I'm still in

their loop, aren't

> I? because I can't complete let go. He's my brother, and I can

keep hoping

> she'll get tired of it, but she'll never get far enough past the

guilt to do anything

> but 'help' him, and I'll keep getting my hopes up that this time

she'll do

> something different, this time she'll stand up to him, this time

she'll let him face

> the consequences of his actions.

> Is there anything I can do to help shore my mother up to face him

without

> giving in to his pleading and crying? I want to take care of

myself, I've come

> so far since last year, and I could have predicted this next crisis

right down to

> the week, so I've been preparing, but I didn't know my mother would

appear to

> be getting so close to standing up to him, and it's given me hope!

Is there

> anything else I can do besides stand by and watch her rescue him

again???

> Arggghhhhh I don't know if I should be doing ANYTHING!!!

> Gail

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........> The next time she heard from him was last night, he was

arrested and

> charged with 3 felonies, including possession of meth. He has

called her

> collect 6 times today, begging her to get him out of there, to

borrow money

> from their bible study group ( 2 other people, neither one with any

money),

> and to call distant relatives for financial assistance.

> My problem is this: she keeps asking me what to do, and saying she

doesn't

> want to live like this anymore, she wants him out of her life so he

can have

> some peace and be happy for a few years, and not to have him bleed

her

> completely dry like I had warned her he would do. I have begged

her to leave

> him in there two or three months, and my uncle has advised her to

do the

> same thing. But I know my mom, and she's going to bail him out so

he can

> threaten her again, even though she fears for her life when he

starts raging or

> using meth or both. How can I help her strengthen her resolve?

Establishing

> no contact has been the best thing I could have done for myself, I

am finally

> starting to think like a sane person, but how do you persuade a

mother to turn

> her back on her son? He's killing himself, and endangering others,

including

> my mom, and and and... you know what, the more I read this as I

write, the

> more I realize this is just my wishful thinking..... she will bail

him out, probably

> tomorrow, and he'll move right back in, and they'll be right back

where they

> were, and nothing will really change until he dies. I'm still in

their loop, aren't

> I? because I can't complete let go. He's my brother, and I can

keep hoping

> she'll get tired of it, but she'll never get far enough past the

guilt to do anything

> but 'help' him, and I'll keep getting my hopes up that this time

she'll do

> something different, this time she'll stand up to him, this time

she'll let him face

> the consequences of his actions.

> Is there anything I can do to help shore my mother up to face him

without

> giving in to his pleading and crying? I want to take care of

myself, I've come

> so far since last year, and I could have predicted this next crisis

right down to

> the week, so I've been preparing, but I didn't know my mother would

appear to

> be getting so close to standing up to him, and it's given me hope!

Is there

> anything else I can do besides stand by and watch her rescue him

again???

> Arggghhhhh I don't know if I should be doing ANYTHING!!!

> Gail

*****Hi Gail,

Sorry to hear about what is happening here. There is definitely one

thing you should be doing - keep on taking care of yourself. I think

you are right that you are still 'in there loop', but you can get

yourself out of it. I understand the wishful thinking. It is one of

my own biggest obstacles.

I am not sure your mother is really trying to stand up to him. And I

am concerned that if she does bail him out, that she will then start

to focus on you. So I am suggesting that you think about how you

want to handle this possible situation, and if you do talk to your

mother, include a boundary that will protect you from getting sucked

into her life as brother's substitute.

You could just tell her very succinctly what you think of the

situation, and leave it at that. There is absolutely nothing wrong

in that. I think this may be the 'best' way. I believe you have

already had discussions with her, and there just may not be anything

new to add to the situation.

If you want to get more invoved, then plan to talk to her and give

her some advice. (Practice what you want to say, even write down the

important points and take them with you. - I tell people that I do

this to make sure I don't forget anything because it is such an

important conversation.) If you have the book 'Stop Walking on

Eggshells', check out the sections on how to talk to BPDs. That

could help too. After you know exactly what you want to say, deliver

your message in a very calm, soft spoken manner. Explain what you

think she should do, and why. Tell her you can only imagine how

difficult this is for her, but that bailing him out doesn't seem to

be helping him, because he never has to own up to the consequences.

Also tell your mom what you are going to do if she doesn't bail him

out, and if she does bail him out (just for the record, and so you

have your own boundaries established). Try to make the conversation

as short as possible. Say what you want to say, and then don't say

anything more. Let her know that this is her decision to make, and

if you know of any other avenues of emotional support for her,

include them. (Again, so that she doesn't now turn to you to fill in

the gap.)

After saying all this, leave. IMHO, you will have then done all you

can. These people are adults, and they are all responsible for their

own behavior. Everyone needs help at times, but you have to remember

who and what you are dealing with too. In spite of the need and the

problem, you are still dealing with people who have BPD, and their

thinking and actions are controlled by that. You will probably still

be a puppet used to meet their own needs, and so you still have to

look out for yourself.

I hope you will be soon feeling better about all of this, and can

resume your own life.

Take care,

Sylvia

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........> The next time she heard from him was last night, he was

arrested and

> charged with 3 felonies, including possession of meth. He has

called her

> collect 6 times today, begging her to get him out of there, to

borrow money

> from their bible study group ( 2 other people, neither one with any

money),

> and to call distant relatives for financial assistance.

> My problem is this: she keeps asking me what to do, and saying she

doesn't

> want to live like this anymore, she wants him out of her life so he

can have

> some peace and be happy for a few years, and not to have him bleed

her

> completely dry like I had warned her he would do. I have begged

her to leave

> him in there two or three months, and my uncle has advised her to

do the

> same thing. But I know my mom, and she's going to bail him out so

he can

> threaten her again, even though she fears for her life when he

starts raging or

> using meth or both. How can I help her strengthen her resolve?

Establishing

> no contact has been the best thing I could have done for myself, I

am finally

> starting to think like a sane person, but how do you persuade a

mother to turn

> her back on her son? He's killing himself, and endangering others,

including

> my mom, and and and... you know what, the more I read this as I

write, the

> more I realize this is just my wishful thinking..... she will bail

him out, probably

> tomorrow, and he'll move right back in, and they'll be right back

where they

> were, and nothing will really change until he dies. I'm still in

their loop, aren't

> I? because I can't complete let go. He's my brother, and I can

keep hoping

> she'll get tired of it, but she'll never get far enough past the

guilt to do anything

> but 'help' him, and I'll keep getting my hopes up that this time

she'll do

> something different, this time she'll stand up to him, this time

she'll let him face

> the consequences of his actions.

> Is there anything I can do to help shore my mother up to face him

without

> giving in to his pleading and crying? I want to take care of

myself, I've come

> so far since last year, and I could have predicted this next crisis

right down to

> the week, so I've been preparing, but I didn't know my mother would

appear to

> be getting so close to standing up to him, and it's given me hope!

Is there

> anything else I can do besides stand by and watch her rescue him

again???

> Arggghhhhh I don't know if I should be doing ANYTHING!!!

> Gail

*****Hi Gail,

Sorry to hear about what is happening here. There is definitely one

thing you should be doing - keep on taking care of yourself. I think

you are right that you are still 'in there loop', but you can get

yourself out of it. I understand the wishful thinking. It is one of

my own biggest obstacles.

I am not sure your mother is really trying to stand up to him. And I

am concerned that if she does bail him out, that she will then start

to focus on you. So I am suggesting that you think about how you

want to handle this possible situation, and if you do talk to your

mother, include a boundary that will protect you from getting sucked

into her life as brother's substitute.

You could just tell her very succinctly what you think of the

situation, and leave it at that. There is absolutely nothing wrong

in that. I think this may be the 'best' way. I believe you have

already had discussions with her, and there just may not be anything

new to add to the situation.

If you want to get more invoved, then plan to talk to her and give

her some advice. (Practice what you want to say, even write down the

important points and take them with you. - I tell people that I do

this to make sure I don't forget anything because it is such an

important conversation.) If you have the book 'Stop Walking on

Eggshells', check out the sections on how to talk to BPDs. That

could help too. After you know exactly what you want to say, deliver

your message in a very calm, soft spoken manner. Explain what you

think she should do, and why. Tell her you can only imagine how

difficult this is for her, but that bailing him out doesn't seem to

be helping him, because he never has to own up to the consequences.

Also tell your mom what you are going to do if she doesn't bail him

out, and if she does bail him out (just for the record, and so you

have your own boundaries established). Try to make the conversation

as short as possible. Say what you want to say, and then don't say

anything more. Let her know that this is her decision to make, and

if you know of any other avenues of emotional support for her,

include them. (Again, so that she doesn't now turn to you to fill in

the gap.)

After saying all this, leave. IMHO, you will have then done all you

can. These people are adults, and they are all responsible for their

own behavior. Everyone needs help at times, but you have to remember

who and what you are dealing with too. In spite of the need and the

problem, you are still dealing with people who have BPD, and their

thinking and actions are controlled by that. You will probably still

be a puppet used to meet their own needs, and so you still have to

look out for yourself.

I hope you will be soon feeling better about all of this, and can

resume your own life.

Take care,

Sylvia

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" I'm still in their loop, aren't I? because I can't complete let

go. "

>>>>>>>>Gail, you are in their loop, but you don't have to be. I

know it is SO hard to get out of the insanity, but you deserve a

happy and free life.

" Is there anything else I can do besides stand by and watch her

rescue him again??? "

>>>>>>>YES - do not stand by and watch. Stop standing there. Stop

watching. I'm not saying this is easy, but these are TWO BPs!!! I

don't know what you should do specifically, but try to remember that

there ARE options. You can continue to take your mother's calls OR

You can take the calls and not give her advice OR You can stop

taking the calls altogether. No matter what, an option exists where

you are no longer in such pain and turmoil. It is NOT your job to

fix them.

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I'm sorry your feeling so confused by all of this Gail,

When my sister was hurt in an accident, and even though she had not talked to me

in over 4 years I still rushed to her side, only to be kicked in the face after.

This is what I have learned, STANDING BACK IS HARD BUT SOMETIMES NECESSARY.

As a child grows and learns to walk, a parent learns to stand back. The child

will take a few steps, plop down onto his butt and if he crys a little the

parent goes and comforts the little one and then helps the child back up to try

again. After a time the child LEARNS to pull HIMSELF up.

Like I've told my children, " My responsibilty to you is to teach you the laws of

the land and the rules of the house. I do this because I love you. If I've done

my job right then you've learned to be as responsible for yourselves and you

care about yourselves enough to continue on your own. If you do something and

end up in jail or, god forbid, worse...you did so on your own with no help from

me. Now ..I will always love you, that goes without saying, but if you got

yourselves into that sort of mess you will have to get yourselves out, again

with no help from me. " Standing back is hard!!

If your nada decides to help him out then she is like the parent who is standing

with her arms around the child while he struggles to walk never allowing him to

fall, learn, and pull HIMSELF back up.

How involved you get with this is up to you! You've learned to fall and pull

YOURSELF back up, you've come a long way from where you've started!...;0) And

remember, no matter what your decision is, as far as the foo is concerned, it'll

never be right!

If your decision is to stand back...your NOT being selfish, your surviving! Your

pulling YOURSELF up!

No matter what your decision is...Take care of yourself kiddo!

Warm thoughts to you girl!

gail wrote:

Hi everyone, I need some advice. My brother is the bp who ran his car off the

road and blamed the suicide attempt on me, we've been no contact since

May. Mom is a higher functioning bp, and he's lived with her for several

years, doing an awesome imitation of a human sponge with a really big ego

who brags about everything he is going to do and be one day. (he's 37). We

suspected he was using methamphetamines, which he confessed to mom

back in Dec, when she decided she'd try to help him get off them so he could

join the merchant marines (which I tried to tell my mother he was NEVER

going to do; he's had about 10000 plans that he never carried through). Well,

he told her Saturday night that he could not go in the marines, even though

he's had the physical and been planning this for 4 months, because he

couldn't stand to be cooped up that long. Mom finally confronted him about

never finishing anything, and he went into a rage, saying she had destroyed

his self-esteem by saying things like that, and that it was her fault he was

like

he was, and that she was a mean old lady who was going to die of cancer.

(And a whole lot of really ugly curse words in between). Then within 30

minutes he lightly apologized for saying those things to her, and said he was

going out for a little while.

The next time she heard from him was last night, he was arrested and

charged with 3 felonies, including possession of meth. He has called her

collect 6 times today, begging her to get him out of there, to borrow money

from their bible study group ( 2 other people, neither one with any money),

and to call distant relatives for financial assistance.

My problem is this: she keeps asking me what to do, and saying she doesn't

want to live like this anymore, she wants him out of her life so he can have

some peace and be happy for a few years, and not to have him bleed her

completely dry like I had warned her he would do. I have begged her to leave

him in there two or three months, and my uncle has advised her to do the

same thing. But I know my mom, and she's going to bail him out so he can

threaten her again, even though she fears for her life when he starts raging or

using meth or both. How can I help her strengthen her resolve? Establishing

no contact has been the best thing I could have done for myself, I am finally

starting to think like a sane person, but how do you persuade a mother to turn

her back on her son? He's killing himself, and endangering others, including

my mom, and and and... you know what, the more I read this as I write, the

more I realize this is just my wishful thinking..... she will bail him out,

probably

tomorrow, and he'll move right back in, and they'll be right back where they

were, and nothing will really change until he dies. I'm still in their loop,

aren't

I? because I can't complete let go. He's my brother, and I can keep hoping

she'll get tired of it, but she'll never get far enough past the guilt to do

anything

but 'help' him, and I'll keep getting my hopes up that this time she'll do

something different, this time she'll stand up to him, this time she'll let him

face

the consequences of his actions.

Is there anything I can do to help shore my mother up to face him without

giving in to his pleading and crying? I want to take care of myself, I've come

so far since last year, and I could have predicted this next crisis right down

to

the week, so I've been preparing, but I didn't know my mother would appear to

be getting so close to standing up to him, and it's given me hope! Is there

anything else I can do besides stand by and watch her rescue him again???

Arggghhhhh I don't know if I should be doing ANYTHING!!!

Gail

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I'm sorry your feeling so confused by all of this Gail,

When my sister was hurt in an accident, and even though she had not talked to me

in over 4 years I still rushed to her side, only to be kicked in the face after.

This is what I have learned, STANDING BACK IS HARD BUT SOMETIMES NECESSARY.

As a child grows and learns to walk, a parent learns to stand back. The child

will take a few steps, plop down onto his butt and if he crys a little the

parent goes and comforts the little one and then helps the child back up to try

again. After a time the child LEARNS to pull HIMSELF up.

Like I've told my children, " My responsibilty to you is to teach you the laws of

the land and the rules of the house. I do this because I love you. If I've done

my job right then you've learned to be as responsible for yourselves and you

care about yourselves enough to continue on your own. If you do something and

end up in jail or, god forbid, worse...you did so on your own with no help from

me. Now ..I will always love you, that goes without saying, but if you got

yourselves into that sort of mess you will have to get yourselves out, again

with no help from me. " Standing back is hard!!

If your nada decides to help him out then she is like the parent who is standing

with her arms around the child while he struggles to walk never allowing him to

fall, learn, and pull HIMSELF back up.

How involved you get with this is up to you! You've learned to fall and pull

YOURSELF back up, you've come a long way from where you've started!...;0) And

remember, no matter what your decision is, as far as the foo is concerned, it'll

never be right!

If your decision is to stand back...your NOT being selfish, your surviving! Your

pulling YOURSELF up!

No matter what your decision is...Take care of yourself kiddo!

Warm thoughts to you girl!

gail wrote:

Hi everyone, I need some advice. My brother is the bp who ran his car off the

road and blamed the suicide attempt on me, we've been no contact since

May. Mom is a higher functioning bp, and he's lived with her for several

years, doing an awesome imitation of a human sponge with a really big ego

who brags about everything he is going to do and be one day. (he's 37). We

suspected he was using methamphetamines, which he confessed to mom

back in Dec, when she decided she'd try to help him get off them so he could

join the merchant marines (which I tried to tell my mother he was NEVER

going to do; he's had about 10000 plans that he never carried through). Well,

he told her Saturday night that he could not go in the marines, even though

he's had the physical and been planning this for 4 months, because he

couldn't stand to be cooped up that long. Mom finally confronted him about

never finishing anything, and he went into a rage, saying she had destroyed

his self-esteem by saying things like that, and that it was her fault he was

like

he was, and that she was a mean old lady who was going to die of cancer.

(And a whole lot of really ugly curse words in between). Then within 30

minutes he lightly apologized for saying those things to her, and said he was

going out for a little while.

The next time she heard from him was last night, he was arrested and

charged with 3 felonies, including possession of meth. He has called her

collect 6 times today, begging her to get him out of there, to borrow money

from their bible study group ( 2 other people, neither one with any money),

and to call distant relatives for financial assistance.

My problem is this: she keeps asking me what to do, and saying she doesn't

want to live like this anymore, she wants him out of her life so he can have

some peace and be happy for a few years, and not to have him bleed her

completely dry like I had warned her he would do. I have begged her to leave

him in there two or three months, and my uncle has advised her to do the

same thing. But I know my mom, and she's going to bail him out so he can

threaten her again, even though she fears for her life when he starts raging or

using meth or both. How can I help her strengthen her resolve? Establishing

no contact has been the best thing I could have done for myself, I am finally

starting to think like a sane person, but how do you persuade a mother to turn

her back on her son? He's killing himself, and endangering others, including

my mom, and and and... you know what, the more I read this as I write, the

more I realize this is just my wishful thinking..... she will bail him out,

probably

tomorrow, and he'll move right back in, and they'll be right back where they

were, and nothing will really change until he dies. I'm still in their loop,

aren't

I? because I can't complete let go. He's my brother, and I can keep hoping

she'll get tired of it, but she'll never get far enough past the guilt to do

anything

but 'help' him, and I'll keep getting my hopes up that this time she'll do

something different, this time she'll stand up to him, this time she'll let him

face

the consequences of his actions.

Is there anything I can do to help shore my mother up to face him without

giving in to his pleading and crying? I want to take care of myself, I've come

so far since last year, and I could have predicted this next crisis right down

to

the week, so I've been preparing, but I didn't know my mother would appear to

be getting so close to standing up to him, and it's given me hope! Is there

anything else I can do besides stand by and watch her rescue him again???

Arggghhhhh I don't know if I should be doing ANYTHING!!!

Gail

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