Guest guest Posted March 10, 2004 Report Share Posted March 10, 2004 I struggle, and think I always have, with the ability to feel and remain fully present. As a child, nada kept everything in constant chaos thru her rages and breakdowns. I know I didn't feel safe in that environment and hid my true self away for many years. Now that I am reuniting with my self I still struggle with *staying* plugged in. Its like I am not fully tuned in on a daily basis. I am sure it is a ptsd thing as I have been diagnosed with that. Its like only a part of me is present sometimes. I probably have spent most of my life this way,. BUT sometimes I do plug in and it is a wonderful, calm and most natural feeling. Its like I am tuned into my spirit but have a hard time incorporating it fully into my body. Anyway, if somebody understands/relates to this, what are your thoughts on this and anything that might help. Maybe it is a process and this is normal, I just wish I could be more consistently present..Thanks, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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