A New day!

[Guest guest]

The last two days have been awesome for me. Until now, I was merely

coping with things in my life, that was the way I saw it, and that

was my goal. My prayer always was, God, give me strenghth to

accomplish everything that I want to, let me be able to face all the

challenges in my way and come out wiser and stronger.

Yesterday, something amazing happened. I was driving to the grocery

store late in the evening and I was thinking about when I would be

able to finish my daughter's program and do all the other things also

that I love to do, like participating more in my husband's work,

spending more time with him, why now, even working out a little more,

and one day when i am more fit, being able to go to LA with all of

you. Then suddenly it hit me, that man, I am living my dreams out

every day. I am not coping, or fighting against anything, I am doing

things that are most important to me today, and I am waking up every

day to the day of my dreams. I am doing the best for my little one,

loving her the best way I know, I am there for my husband as much as

am able, and hey, i am certainly in better shape now than I was a

month ago! I even have time to read all my email, and getting more

accomplished now than I ever did before when i did not have all these

constraints. And guess what else, I am learning to deal with people

and their opinions of me (that it does not really matter, the only

thing that matters is how i feel about myself and what I am doing),

not to judge others - to be and let them be, and really living a life

without any fear whatsoever. I can see that i am spiritually and

physically getting into shape, and am a much kinder, loving human

being than when i was able to physically help others( i ran a non-

profit organization for a long time).

As somebody once said, I can make no mistakes (everything is a

learning).

Thank you all for every single thing, I feel so much gratitude to

everybody here.

Love,

Radhe