Re: Another update-anti-dpe.

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Carole,

I wonder the same thing about the anti-dep drugs. However, I get so anxious, dealing with everything. My heart feels like its going to jusmp out of my chest and sometimes I think, well-if worse comes to worse and I can't support myself I can aloways just stay in my apartment and not take my meds and kick it.

Now that I'm off that crazy train I realize it's one day at a time. Lexapro seems to be helping me deal along with therapy. It's funny, I"m on my Dad's insurance and he rubs it in my face all the time. I don't know how long the insurance is going to last and sometimes he says the insurace looks at my thearpy bills and could drop me at any time. I resent my dad for this even though he has helped me a ton. It makes me not want to go to my doctor's and just get the drugs so I can say fuck you. But that is also boarding the express crazy train.

One day at a time.(I sound like a 12 steper

Love,

-JRA-superstar

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I still am ready to kill something, even with my PCP tripling my anti depressant dosage, so that isn't good, but what can I do? Whacking the heck out of someone right now may be what I need, LOL.

Hey Kirk, just because you want to whack the heck out of someone doesn't mean you need more anti depressants - maybe someone NEEDS to have the heck whacked out of them. (You can tell you're a DAD, I wouldn't have used those kinder words.)

Sometimes don't all of us folks on antidepressants wonder about that. Just cuz we get angry about our fate with stills, isn't that justified? I know it's important to not want to shoot some of the people in our lives because they screw up the toothpaste or forget the toilet seat, but having never been on antidepressants pre-stills, I sometimes wonder what these drugs hide in our personalities.

Just a thought.

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Dear ;

I know we need to express ourselves but could you use the star and asterisk buttons for the expletives because we have some younger members in the group. Thanks so much, Melt

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sorry about that

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Dear ;

I know we need to express ourselves but could you use the star and asterisk buttons for the expletives because we have some younger members in the group. Thanks so much, Melt

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From: nicoledalton@... Visit the Still's Disease Message Boardhttp://disc.server.com/Indices/148599.htmlThe materials and information contained in this message are not intended to replace the services of a trained health professional or to be a substitute for medical advice of physicians and/or other health care professionals. The International Still's Disease Foundation is not engaged in rendering medical or professional medical services. You should consult your physician on specific medical questions, particularly in matters requiring diagnosis or medical attention. The International Still's Disease Foundation makes no representations or warranties with respect to any treatment, action, application, medication or preparation by any person following the information offered or provided within this support form. ion by any person following the information offered or provided within this support form.