my own LDN Experience: psychological effects of LDN?

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I´m a 34 year old psychotherapist from Berlin Germany and I got my MS

diagnosis in 2000. My EDSS is 1,5 last time fixed in 2002. My

symptomatics are: various sensitivity disturbances, pressure on

eyes..., but no visible restrictions from the fact that the children

(between 9 and 13 years old) of the group of children can run usually

faster around the table than I can.

Due to increased pressure on the eyes... since November 04 I took LDN.

Due to a clearly psychological effect of the LDNs, I put down the LDN

in March 05. As clearly as the LDN showed certain symptom

improvements it showed to me and my friends also a psychological

effect. As well known Naltrexone is attributed (in higher dose) to do

such effects, I got sceptical.

So in the meantime I took LDN several times " secret " . Since I have up-

to-date no increased symptoms, the perceptible effectiveness held

itself thereby within limits, and/or remained nearly imperceptible.

Also otherwise I could not determine changes in me or my behavior,

only my girlfriend reacted increasingly more " provoked " on me. When I

left the LDN away, the situation " normalized " fast. In order to my

LDN appeared several times the same phenomenon: Stefan takes secretly

LDN - his girlfriend reacts " provoked " ! Reproaches regarding " feeling-

poor, withdrawn, in addition, more awake, mean up to provoked " , were

submitted to me, which I could not see at all. Otherwise at least at

home " the kindness in person " (thats me) seemed to be completely

clearly noticeable the effect of the LDN. (not for me)

Result: a secretly accomplished, (morally not completely harmless),

placebo-uncontrolled, simply blind LDN study with one participant

shows unpleasant perception concerning a psychological change

obviously caused by LDN.

My girlfriend says LDN makes me a " provoked, emotionless, reserved,

coolly however nevertheless very awake peson " (original quotation).

The LDN consuming subject seems to notice from all that nothing, and

I could take only with much astonishment the appropriate perception

of the described change to the knowledge.

Or does the psychological effect have to do here only with the fact

that it concerns obviously a " mad psychopath " , while the LDN keeps

all the others remained humans here without effects?

Did I make an experiment here only with a " wrongway driver " ? Should

an extensive psychoanalysis for example have been mistaken?

Or are there any other LDN Users or their friends or familys who

recognize similar effects caused by LDN?

Greetings

stefan

Mistakes due to the translation are made by google, I´m sorry.

(I believe the Evers " study " is a " potemkin village " , only to promote

the Evers Clinic)