Debi

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Debi...may I add that you are also in my prayers....and you too Sondra...

Re: Debi

Thanks, Sondra. Don't worry, I'm quite fearful, too! I get like that

when it's loved ones. I always thought it was because I experienced

death so young, maybe it's just the way I'm wired. But I plan on

getting better.

I have been told in my state if you go to apply for the medicaid type

insurance you can get it for medical necessity. I would think broken

bones/inability to pay would fall under that classification but I'm

not sure.

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I to readed of the one post you just be to sended and theresa's post

and the other moms here. I to be of speaking for self and this is

often why i to not feel I to be of like others in autism even and not

fit in much with the lists that are of complete autistics/

one rejected there because of my syntax and grammar things

because I to have of a mind set from different views

because I to not be of to do the views simply because the majority is

of that

I to not get that higher social thinking that seems so much advanced

and in ways that causes me complex issues to interpret of it and yet

while this is of a huge barrier for me it is of also my strength

because it allows me to balance it and go to a different journey and

place in the interpretations of things...

I to not fit in among typicals either often seen as strange , odd ,

someone to fear, some one who is of crazy and most do not communciate

in ways for me to attend to them in words because of the words are of

empty words to me and do not cause of me to engage, very few know of

how to engage of me in the real of life in words.

But those who do know of me and took of the risk to know of me know

of me and have shared much they like of the being I to reflect and so

this helps me not feel so outcasted at times.

But my point that will probably cause more rejection of me for my

thinking but will say of it. If you were of my parents those who

speak out and try everything in their powers to help of their kids

become of healthy happy adjusted kids ... I to be fo would have felt

of truely blessed to of had of such a parent who would have CARED

enough to want what they felt might be of best to me, and in the

process still allowed of my own being to grow and develop in the

process of that journey no matter where it took of me.

the birth family of me did nothing, the ripped of me my personhood ,

degraded of my being, maked me feel of bad for being and maked of me

feel as if didnot exist and so it caused of me more long term pains

and emotional states of things than ever coming to close to

supporting of my being in this life/

sondra