thank you

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Mandy

 well if ya gots to vent we be the one to do that to as no matter what some one

has been there done that most of the time. I just about had to move home to

mommies and well at 40 plus I did not like the idea. Can you see this .I am

trying to date and I am asked so were do you live? And I say with mommy. That

should get me some dates don't ya know.LOL now for some one your age it is more

comen then not. School ever look into online classes? Some thing you can do

when and how long you’re up to it. The work part well. It gives ya some thing to

look forward to or dread but it is something for your mind and well being around

people is also good.

      Soo the Doc said take the meds and you would be normal. Well I have to ask

this were they magic pills? See how can you be some thing you never were? See if

you were normal then you would not be special and that you are.

 

       About your friends well this is how I have dealt with it when I had some

and they to stopped asking me to do things. I started to do what I could and

invited them soon they also started up again but I would let them know on the

big stuff I would love to but it is beyond me any more. then I would say tell ya

what go have fun and when ya come back maybe we could do a movie or go fishing a

bit of shopping ( ya I am crazy I like to window shop cause its the only

shopping I can afford LOL) some thing like that . tell them to take lots of pics

and that you want a full report when they come back because even thou you were

there in sprite you also want to share and enjoy there memories of it with them.

I know almost every thing I loved to do I can not now days. I give You, Kirk,

and many others here a big old salute and wonder how the heck they do it. Now

being I gave up the things I enjoyed because there to hard on the bod I have

found new things

to do. Do not know if you know what scrimshawing is but it is a new thing I

started just a few months ago and love it. So far only powder horns but it is

nice to see a plain cow horn turn into some thing. I am thinking of doing a

dragon and giving it to the foundation if it turns out. Well at lest that is one

of the goals I set for my self. Now it is also nice as it cost little and can be

done alone but the neat thing is it keeps my mind going. Now believe this or not

I also because of boredom have tried, embroidery, but now moved to more manly

things like leather work.  The embroidery hurt my wrist to much but I did again

enjoy it. ya I like making things and working with my hands. I had to teach the

wife to change a tire I do not want to get my nails dirty any more!  ;-) No I do

not have the strength most of the time to break the lug nuts loose any more.

   Ya am a crazy as heck redneck. I do know I can not have some thing to do with

my mind or hands as if that happens well not a good thing my mind starts to

wonder and it is to dam little to be out by it's self and if I do not keep it on

a leash I am afraid I will lose it .. well just some off the wall ideas for you

to think about and maybe you could do like I did just look around find some

thing try it and never know maybe you will be surprised. I know I have been,

thinking I could do some thing and finding out I can not. Then thinking I could

not but trying it and well hey not to bad.

 If yas got to vent here is the place. Got some good news yup here is the place.

We will pat ya on the back, give advice even when you do not want it, kick your

butt when needed just like a family LOL! O ya we are a family so listen to your

older brother cause he really has no idea what he is doing LOL

 

the  rednecks

Marty & G.

 Stills ; An illness I know to well!

To learn about Stills  http://www.stillsdisease.org/stills_info

  and Hancock:

We Recognize No Sovereign but God, and no King but Jesus! [April 18, 1775]

:

" The general principles upon which the Fathers achieved independence were the

general principals of Christianity... I will avow that I believed and now

believe that those general principles of Christianity are as eternal and

immutable as the existence and attributes of God. "

• " [July 4th] ought to be commemorated as the day of deliverance by solemn acts

of devotion to God Almighty. "

– in a letter written to Abigail on the day the Declaration was

approved by Congress

Jefferson

God who gave us life gave us liberty. And can the liberties of a nation be

thought secure when we have removed their only firm basis, a conviction in the

minds of the people that these liberties are a gift from God? That they are not

to be violated but with His wrath? Indeed I tremble for my country when I

reflect that God is just, and that His justice cannot sleep forever. " (excerpts

are inscribed on the walls of the Jefferson Memorial in the nations capital)

 

[Guest guest]

wanted to say of thanks to all of those who shared of words to me on my

presentation and maked of nice words about me to me. it helped of me to feel

more secure at times i to feel unsure of self and so it helps of me to see how

others see of me and or think of me.

Gutter boy thanks so much to make of comment too to my physical parts as being

of okay too.

thank you to the ones who shared they are of protective of me and that is of

what makes of me feel safe and secure here most of the time is of the feel of

safe among the people here.

Debi I to plan to bring of much copies for my records for you and will blot out

things but give you copies so that you can use them in you field of work of how

things can be of so misconstrued of things. I to also told and gave of my Dr.

Amigo permission to do the same without disclosing of my name but to use the

information as a tool for teaching. I to also want of to do this to show of

evidence that this part of my life truely existed as i to shared as some

discredit of it as being of a fake things and so that parts is of so very

hurtful to me. I to not think you do this Debi at all but feel for her you are

of one who will be of to know for the validity of my words that they are of so

much of true. I to feel it important for me to do this to have of some very few

who will be of in professionals fields that i to feel safe with to have of

copies of my past things just for educational purposes, if there are of others

here who are of like Debi in a feild of being of able to make some change for

those with autism who would also like of copies let of me know and will do of

the same to you as well. again much will be of blotted out for my own protection

and the privacy of my birth family as in my siblings and such. It will be of

only a selcted few that I to be of will do this too. and it has to be of one who

is of a frequet long term poster that I to have had of access to knowing over

the years.

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