hi thought i would check in

April 29, 2012

Hi sorry I haven't been on lately but my 's stick broke and the one they

sent me didn't work so I had to wait till I got my cheque till I could go out to

the store to get a loaner one as I didn't have the deposit for it. Anyway I saw

the Dr a little over a week ago and he says I am anemic and is checking for

other stuff as my white blood cells are too high and red ones are too low. So

tomorrow I have to get some more blood work done before I go to Alternatives.

Maybe they can get to the bottom of why I feel so rotten as my Dr never did any

blood work or other tests for over 3yrs so with having him off is good for me.

The psychiatrist changed my antidepressants to a stronger dosage I just started

it on Thurs so maybe it will help and maybe with getting all the stuff done I

can be 'human' feeling and be able to get something done in here as right now it

is a struggle to do anything. I don't want to just survive I want to live I am

sick of going from the bed to the recliner for the day and sleeping there, I

want to accomplish something! Sorry to complain, anyway we got things

accomplished with my brother at least he likes his apt and my husband goes over

there every other day just to make sure he is okay. We have a friend that is

looking for an apt but she isn't having much luck as this is a student's town

and the rent is so high for a one bedroom and she has some challenges so she has

to be picky where she lives. One thing I thought we were going to be short this

month but if I don't buy any Operation Lift tickets and only use the bus for

church then I will make it cause we had a pay day loan we paid back cause Doug

needed a bike last month and the hydro bill needed some help and couldn't

pay her full rent as she had extra expenses with school starting and getting her

hair dressing kit and books. Today has been a jammie day my mind is getting a

lot done but my body is saying no way. Anyway I should go get something out for

supper I am just making a tuna casserole. Later k

May 3, 2012

hi just thought i would let you all know and hopefully may get some answers the

dr's office called today i have an appointment on the 17'th but they want to see

me on Tues at the latest, as my hemoglobin is dangerously low. i have no idea

what this means so i will go see him at 11:40 on Tues maybe having the subsitute

dr is a good thing cause my dr didn't do any blood work just renewed my pills

and would see me once a year just cause he perscribes my morphine for a year at

a time. anyway i am hoping when all this is done i will feel better but i know

if i get put on iron i already have problems with my bowels i will have more

problems so not looking forward to that part if it is part of it i don't know, i

have no idea what to expect with low hemogolbin and what does it mean when it is

dangerously low? anyway i will find out on Tues. later k

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