well i lost the baby last night...

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number 3, my 4th preg, yesterday i started cramping up but wasnt really bleeding, woke up round midnight bleeding and clots, filled the tiolet a few times but the pain never eased, my other loses havent been that bad so i got worried and called 911, i spent the night having a D & C done, ending up hooked to a heart and blood pressure moniter and didnt get released till after 8it hurt so damn bad, none of my others hurt like that for as long as it did, they drew blood, cleared stuff out and when the tests that they ran came back it showed that by a blood count thing they have i was further along, i thought i was 2-3 weeks i was really over a month and a halfim pissed a lil tho, i stopped all bad behaviors the day i found out and thought ok this is IT, wasnt planned and i had long since made peace with it, for the most part, then

fate? god? steps in and decides ok lets let her concieve, but she can only stay preg a week? i found out a week ago today.... and then theres the other 2 i lost screaming in my head, im thrilled for micheal and know what a miracle he is BUT IM PISSED today....Fastest way to win wonderful prizes!

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I am so sorry this had to happen to you. Loss of a baby is hard I will pray for you and your loss.

LMay

 

number 3, my 4th preg, yesterday i started cramping up but wasnt really bleeding, woke up round midnight bleeding and clots, filled the tiolet a few times but the pain never eased, my other loses havent been that bad so i got worried and called 911, i spent the night having a D & C done, ending up hooked to a heart and blood pressure moniter and didnt get released till after 8

it hurt so damn bad, none of my others hurt like that for as long as it did, they drew blood, cleared stuff out and when the tests that they ran came back it showed that by a blood count thing they have i was further along, i thought i was 2-3 weeks i was really over a month and a half

im pissed a lil tho, i stopped all bad behaviors the day i found out and thought ok this is IT, wasnt planned and i had long since made peace with it, for the most part, then fate? god? steps in and decides ok lets let her concieve, but she can only stay preg a week? i found out a week ago today.... and then theres the other 2 i lost screaming in my head, im thrilled for micheal and know what a miracle he is BUT IM PISSED today....

Fastest way to win wonderful prizes!

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I know saying im sorry doesnt take the pain away but i truly am. Somethings that happen to us in life i just dont understand. Hugs

~Mel~

Re: well i lost the baby last night...

I am so sorry this had to happen to you. Loss of a baby is hard I will pray for you and your loss.

LMay

On Thu, Nov 19, 2009 at 11:41 AM, Charlotte Robbins <TaintedTears102> wrote:

number 3, my 4th preg, yesterday i started cramping up but wasnt really bleeding, woke up round midnight bleeding and clots, filled the tiolet a few times but the pain never eased, my other loses havent been that bad so i got worried and called 911, i spent the night having a D & C done, ending up hooked to a heart and blood pressure moniter and didnt get released till after 8it hurt so damn bad, none of my others hurt like that for as long as it did, they drew blood, cleared stuff out and when the tests that they ran came back it showed that by a blood count thing they have i was further along, i thought i was 2-3 weeks i was really over a month and a halfim pissed a lil tho, i stopped all bad behaviors the day i found out and thought ok this is IT, wasnt planned and i had long since made peace with it, for the most part, then fate? god? steps in and decides ok lets let her concieve, but she can only stay preg a week? i found out a week ago today.... and then theres the other 2 i lost screaming in my head, im thrilled for micheal and know what a miracle he is BUT IM PISSED today....Fastest way to win wonderful prizes!

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oh dear.

must be so very very hard.

prayers...

Jean

From: Charlotte Robbins

Sent: Thursday, November 19, 2009 12:41 PM

To: lori lopez

Subject: well i lost the baby last night...

number 3, my 4th preg, yesterday i started cramping up but wasnt really bleeding, woke up round midnight bleeding and clots, filled the tiolet a few times but the pain never eased, my other loses havent been that bad so i got worried and called 911, i spent the night having a D & C done, ending up hooked to a heart and blood pressure moniter and didnt get released till after 8it hurt so damn bad, none of my others hurt like that for as long as it did, they drew blood, cleared stuff out and when the tests that they ran came back it showed that by a blood count thing they have i was further along, i thought i was 2-3 weeks i was really over a month and a halfim pissed a lil tho, i stopped all bad behaviors the day i found out and thought ok this is IT, wasnt planned and i had long since made peace with it, for the most part, then fate? god? steps in and decides ok lets let her concieve, but she can only stay preg a week? i found out a week ago today.... and then theres the other 2 i lost screaming in my head, im thrilled for micheal and know what a miracle he is BUT IM PISSED today....Fastest way to win wonderful prizes!

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Mel,

Sending huge hugs to you.

You are in my prayers.

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> number 3, my 4th preg, yesterday i started cramping up but wasnt

really bleeding, woke up round midnight bleeding and clots, filled the tiolet a

few times but the pain never eased, my other loses havent been that bad so i got

worried and called 911, i spent the night having a D & C done, ending up hooked to

a heart and blood pressure moniter and didnt get released till after 8

> it hurt so damn bad, none of my others hurt like that for as long as

it did, they drew blood, cleared stuff out and when the tests that they ran came

back it showed that by a blood count thing they have i was further along, i

thought i was 2-3 weeks i was really over a month and a half

> im pissed a lil tho, i stopped all bad behaviors the day i found out

and thought ok this is IT, wasnt planned and i had long since made peace with

it, for the most part, then fate? god? steps in and decides ok lets let her

concieve, but she can only stay preg a week? i found out a week ago today....

and then theres the other 2 i lost screaming in my head, im thrilled for micheal

and know what a miracle he is BUT IM PISSED today....

>

>

> Fastest way to win wonderful prizes!

>

[Guest guest]

IM SO SORRY FOR YOUR ;LOSS;; GOD BE WITH YOU EVERY DAY THROUGH THIS;; HE WILL SEE YOU THROUGH IF YOU LEAN ON HIM;; WHEN I HAD MY MISCARRAIGE AT AGE 39 ,I ALSO WENT THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN; IT WAS WORSE THEN LABOR PAINS;;I HAD WITH ,MY OTHER PREGRENCIES// I WAS ABOUT 6 WEEKS ALONG;; ALSO WENT IN THE HOSPITAL WHERE I LOST THE BABY;;I DID NT EVEN KNOW I WAS PG UNTIL THE PAIN STARTED;; YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF & KEEP YOUR CHIN UP

HUGS

DORT

Subject: well i lost the baby last night...To: "lori lopez" Date: Thursday, November 19, 2009, 12:41 PM

number 3, my 4th preg, yesterday i started cramping up but wasnt really bleeding, woke up round midnight bleeding and clots, filled the tiolet a few times but the pain never eased, my other loses havent been that bad so i got worried and called 911, i spent the night having a D & C done, ending up hooked to a heart and blood pressure moniter and didnt get released till after 8it hurt so damn bad, none of my others hurt like that for as long as it did, they drew blood, cleared stuff out and when the tests that they ran came back it showed that by a blood count thing they have i was further along, i thought i was 2-3 weeks i was really over a month and a halfim pissed a lil tho, i stopped all bad behaviors the day i found out and thought ok this is IT, wasnt planned and i had long since made peace with it, for the most part, then fate? god? steps in and decides ok lets let her concieve, but she can only stay preg a week? i

found out a week ago today.... and then theres the other 2 i lost screaming in my head, im thrilled for micheal and know what a miracle he is BUT IM PISSED today....Fastest way to win wonderful prizes!