RE: RE: Colleen & positive thinking & TRAINS!

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I realize this is " old news " to y'all, but I'm still reading and

peddling as fast as I can, to keep up. I have been where Colleen

is,. Not to presume I have a GPS tuned to this sort of thing... and

actually under stand what and why she is thinking the thoughts she

does..but I couldn't have been more positive if I tried, at one

point in my life. I found it much easier, less stressful, and

actually frequently complimented myself on my " wise and realistic "

decision to already know and accept the lawnmower wouldn't start.

The cell phone was going into the toilet unannounced, the car was

gonna' overheat coming back from NOLA, my zipper was about to give

out, and did, in the receptionists office.Oh.. and the fact that I

was positive... very positive, that Staph will be the cause of my

demise...Not HEPC or Liver Disease!! haha.. How could I be any more

positive in my life? I finally found the key!! My policy became a

very hardened, calloused/... Should you hear a Bluebird singing on

your window sill, don't forget son, look over your shoulder cause

it'll be comin' after you shortly.

It was hard for me to listen to anyone else, almost impossible to

listen to their positive jibberish, because they didn't know like I

knew. I had the right idea, because you always win. and SHOULD it

go right, you just say,mmmmmm, that's different!

Last story. Come to think of it, I have done this my whole life! As

a small child, as opposed to a large child.. I guess, Every

Christmas I would expect nothing for presents. That way, I was

covered. If I get something, what a nice surprise, if i didn't, how

could I be upset? I knew I wouldn't, and had prepared for weeks for

that moment.

When we are on the front side of a freight train, hands

outstretched on the cattle-guard, trying to stop the fire belching

locomotive, in it's tracks (WoW!! I used to think that referred to

hunting animals!!!)), alone, each foot on one opposing rail, it is

very difficult to even distinguish who those blurred people were

holding signs telling me to just stop it!Save Myself! Jump off the

tracks!! Leave the train of negativity alone!! It's evil and is

going to kill you eventually!!...Know what?? Being smug as usual,

sure.. my shoes were smokin', but I was still going places and

they were stuck back there in PoDUNK! Or where ever that was I

smelled bacon and coffee and magnolia trees for a brief instant....

It sure was nasty and unbearable and hot and cold and wet and

lonely and dangerous.... the mode of transportation I decided to

use, and I hated every inch of the way.. but it was my choice to do

so... and I was makin' great time!

Goes without saying,, sorry so long again.

I love you guys......

Deliman

PLEASE, DON'T REMEMBER TO FORGET SOMETHING TODAY!

--- gail wrote:

> Thats a pretty good and accurate description on the way we should

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> being alive and being with our loved ones and family.Right on

> girl.

> Gail

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