Re: bugs & needed prayers

[Guest guest]

Thanks for sharing that Sondra, it brought a big happy smile to my face. I

really needed that smile. My life has been ever so stressful. Too stressful to

even talk about really. I am worn down and tired and don't even know where we

are going to live right now. We are loosing our house and that is only one tiny

aspect of our hardships. And on top of all of those hardships, I have a terrible

case of Strep throat, the doctor said the worst case he's seen in 10 years. My

tonsils were so huge, that I couldn't even swallow without throwing up. Those

are just the tiny concerns I have, there are others that are too much for me to

go into or bring up, when I already have to think about them constantly.

The funny bug story is just what I needed to cheer me up. I am sorry you had to

deal with that, I have had many similar experiences and totally understand.

Please pray for me, my family and that somebody at Countrywide will have a heart

and be willing to negotiate.

Sincerely, Esther

Subject: Re: bugs

To: Autism_in_Girls

Date: Wednesday, August 27, 2008, 9:31 PM

ester thanks for to clarify of the word choice of freind and yes it

is of much how you shared of it and so will add of that to the

changes of edits.

about the centipede things yes this home ofme gets its share of them

too and sometimes much large ones too. I to have intense fear of bugs

but next to spiders yes this is of a powerful second bug fear to me.

I to ahve of dreams much of snakes, bugs, monsters, things of this

chasing of me to bite or eat me and it causes me to have of panic

attacks to them. Like of you I to be of to need of them dead. And

like of you husband the husband of me is of the same, He to laughs

much to me and so do of the kids but in true some of the kids are

just as fearful. if you want to hear of another funny bug story, this

was of much of 11 years ago. it was a day of swimming for us and we

to went back to the apartment and I to went to get of a shower

afterwards so the bathroom was littered with the wet pool noodle

things as theya re of called and towels for the kids who took them

off and went to get of dry clothes on the body of them. I to took of

the shower and got of out and I to seen of one I to be fo feel it too

was much of 4 inches and was of such a fat centepede and I to be

standing on the toilet screaming complete naked and trying to kill of

it with the wet noodle things screaming and jumping and in full

overloaded panic. the oldest son who was of around 8 or so opended of

the door seeing of me naked standing to the toliet and screamng and

smacking of the wet noodle things all over the floor and he shouted

back to me Mom get you clothes on, I to had a towel but it was not on

me anymore and so he to then started to leave and I to begged of him

to not leave and to kill of hte bug so he like of me picked up

another wet noodle and here is him and hims naked mom in full panic

and he hit the centepede and it stuck the wet noodle and flew up in

the air and I to jumped and crashed running ever so quick out of the

areas and to my bedroom. I to felt so much sick for days and in a

state of paranoia kept looking for more because was sure they were of

lurking and watching of me to see of me react to them again. I t not

share of that story in complete often because of the embarrass of it

but it was of so much years now it causes of me to have of laughter

to it now.

sondra