RE: treatment Gangway.../all on tx!

June 27, 2007

... I am not one that has completed tx, but I tried twice and me body doesn't like it. It doesn't like it sooooo much, it would rather die than accept it. I tried, (but see??thats the problem...or...situation...".I " really doesn't play a part in th-er whole ordeal), to do it, but can't. My body says no...not me!! This is between my body and tx and HVC.I am merely the Captain of this vessel, I only sign papers.... legal forms,... and if anyone is familiiar with ships, the Captain IS the Captsin, however he just sits, in his Captain's office, watching the events taking place, of the oncoming trip.Tries to make sure all is well stocked, and in place, for the journey. But what does he do??? Nothing. But it is required that he be there, if only to actually do nothing, except be an icon, a figurehead, or scape goat. He has nothing to do with the engine or cargo, however..he's the one

that answers, takes the hits, when anything goes wrong.. Like us!!! All we can do is try to keep the crew happy, whistling, while they work... even amid the stormiest of seas, the ship will not be maintained properly, if the crew's moral is down. So for a guy that seems to do nothing... and he doesn't, he doesn't do a thing, because the others make it work...... He, the Captain, fulfills a role, thats very needed at sea. Confidence, advise, remaining calm in the face of danger, overseeing everything...if only by sitting, reading papers. He gives compassion, sparingly, strength, and helps you to sleep, when 100's of miles on a tiny ship,with just a handful of others, named shipmates,, but you've never met. You have put your life in their hands...while the ship is tossing, turning, almost capsizing...and here YOU are, with enough cvombustable explosives beneath your feet to be heerad hundreds of miles away, tHAT has TO MAINTAIN A CERTAIN

TEMP. or the whole damn thing ignites. Hon, this may sound trite, and I'm not in any way trying to upset you. I hope for the exact opposite. However tx sux we all know it, and we need to vent it out, before we explode... gened to hurt you, but to help accept there IS pain and misery with this. Again this not designed to cause you extra stress, but...you have a chance, a a percentage of getting better, even geting viral load, to an acceptable level. Therer are many here amoung us that would crawl naked through boken glass if we could take your place. To at least have a chance, to try and fight it , and maybe win..We always pull for you, and don't have any resentment in our hearts. Quite the opposite! But it would make me, maybe "us", feel better , if when you get knocked down on your ass, and your sitting in a pool of death... look at us,

Sidelined, we don't even suit up for the battle anymore..were but we are watching and want truly want you to win!! Give us a 'thumbs up' and go kick some ass!! Again.. currently we have no chance, that I' have heard of... to try and fight. You, however... do...and youare currently in battle now. Suck it up, take a deep breath, clear your head, and remember....YOU HAVE A CHANCE! Not to be sadistic, but realistic, all we can do is wait to get worse, day by day... and die, from HEPC or realted problems..until a cure is found. We never even got the chance to pull our sword's out of the scabbard. ...and do what humans do...FIGHT ADVERSITY!! What would we fight with? Well, like the Captain who does nothing, but answers for everything...try to remain positive, keep the crew occupied, so the ship doesn't go down ....lost at sea. Again...sorry so long.. Del You have a chance....try to remeber us if it helps...but while your on the battlefield, fighting as it should be...we sit and watch you, and hope you win, Pat McBride wrote: Office Depot sells the desk calendar for 3.95, I had one and bought one for my friend mary and it helps stay on time and focused..you will be

glad you have it down the line for reference because you sure as hell aint gonna remember!!..lol...hugs, Patty treatment started Hi everyone, I started my treatment Friday afternoon about 4pm. By 8 I was so joyful nothing had happened, so I thought that I was one of the lucky ones (no sides), well the joke was on me. About 10 that night I started getting chills a little bit and then the next thing I knew is that I was chilling so bad and

my body was shaking from one end to another.I felt the aches start moving through my body along with the headache. But I will have to say this I don't ever remember having chills like that. I had five blankets a long robe, footies on and still could not get warm. I don't believe for one moment that anyone could ever sleep through something like that.I felt like a ice cube floating in a icy lake. The next day the headache stayed right with me all day and night.That night is when the sweats came. And that was with the air on and a fan. So you folks are right on the money when you talk about chills and sweats.But today I feel fine, not a lot of energy ,but enough to get some things done around the house. Thank you all for your support and I will keep you updated on shot #2.I will go and have blood done on this coming Friday. Until then all of you take care...And P.S Vicki get every blanket you own in your house next to

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June 27, 2007