Guest guest Posted March 3, 2008 Report Share Posted March 3, 2008 I guess I should try and stay in touch more often, I just don't feel up to it any more. I've been beyond exhausted for months now with no improvement, and still am not finished with all of the different Dr's I have to see and tests they are going to do. But today was my birthday and I'm in a semi-decent mood at the moment. So far they are consistently seeing " smooth muscle " anti-bodies which in essence means that my body is starting to attack my liver, and I get to look forward to a Liver Biopsy, and I know that in itself is " tons of fun " and I really am dreading it. I also, after taking a year to get under 5mg of Prednisone have to go back up to 7.5mg/day as my last Cortisol Stim. Test is just as bad as the ones I had when I was on high doses of Pred........ not too great of a feeling knowing I already have Osteoporosis of my spine....... To top of the exhaustion Social Security is driving me nuts as my tax returns show money that I never see, as my name is still on a business and that puts #'s on my return without ever paying me a dime. I've already done what they told me they wanted me to do the first time and now am going through it again. I really don't need the aggravation. They need a reason why the money is there if I'm not working, and to my knowledge our accountants sent it in the last time. This time I wrote down exactly what they wanted and gave it to my accountants, and will mail it myself. Just what one wants to do when living in a world of shit. Forgive the expression, that's just how I feel of late. I know it isn't the way to look at things but when you keep getting barraged with problem after problem you kind of get sick of it all. I'm not pissed like I used to be, just not very happy about it either. I feel like a stake that someone just keeps pounding into the ground further a little bit more with each shot. I've had almost as much bloodwork (If someone wants me to fast again anytime soon I'm going to smack them....I HATE that!!!!) and tests now as I've gone through in the last 3.5 years. Add to that none of them are coming out the way one would wish for. Add to that two pretty wicked head colds (compliments of my sons...LOL) and the usual headaches. I have really been having a " total blast " ! Damn I love irony!!! Adios, Kirk -- Everything in life sucks except things that should! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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