Need Strength/ iris

[Guest guest]

I haven't posted in a few weeks, but many of you know me.

I've been working as hard as I can to get some things done

that will have a positive impact on how real our illnesses

really are.

We lost mostly everything, except thus far our lives. I'm

very thankful to Kc and all the Drs. who have reached out

to help me and Tlee.

I'm holding on, for, indeed, I truly want to live and help

others.

I just am having a rough day. treatments today detected a bad

chemical exposure. It turned out to be 4 groups,mainly insecticides

such as when they spray for termites.

Trying very hard to find a home, and I know where this had to

happen..

I didn't detect any odor, but they had been preparing to move

and that is the only place I went last week.

I've had chemical hits show up before, but i reacted severely

to this group, I could feel it in face, and body organs. Most of the

detoxing is first 24 to 48 hours after laser scan. It sure helped

with the burning the trichothecene did..after many treatments..but I

am in great deal of pain..I'm being strong, despite all that is

going on with our lives, diagnosis', and trying to get this to

public.

I'm just having an exceptionally painful day. Temp in van was over

100 today all the way back from Dr..over 200 miles one way. The

things we sometimes must go thru to survive. We laugh to keep from

crying.

But I just hurt so bad right now, I guess I'm having a weak

moment. Keep us in your thots'..tlee and I both are really

having a bad day..

I love all of you and pray I can do my part and more to

repay the kindness I've been shown, and to indeed make

a difference...Signing off..

No, matter what happens..I'm thankful for this group and

all the people it has helped..I'm indebted.

God bless..

iris/Tlee

It's time to break the mold, ..just so tired..